The morning after the night before.

May 03, 2004 19:17

I opened my eyes gently and stretched, aching as I did so, definitely bruised, definitely sore.

Last night whirled around me mind. I did not feel right, something was off, but I couldn’t quite put my finger on what.

“I want you” I had said, I had meant it, it did want him, even now I wanted him to be next to me. But then things had got strange, a relationship with a vampire, is that what I wanted, it was part of me, the darkness, that death, I was drawn to it, but there *was* more, there was Jeremy, I didn’t think that when a vampire took your body there was still so much of you left afterwards.

“Jeremy, I want you, I think you want me, but beyond that I’m not sure, we’re very different you and I, hell we should be killing each other and instead, well look at us” I said looking down at our bodies pressed closely.

“If you figure out more, please let me know, you come after me and mine and I will come at you with all I have, I know there is something between us, but that wouldn’t stop me from putting a stake through your heart.”

I stood up, picked my dress off the floor, slipped it over my body turned to him once more, kissed him gently on the lips and said:

“I’ll see you around”

I had walked out then, leaving Melantha’s lair.

So once again, here I was laying on my bed, sore, confused, lonely. Although I had to admit the soreness was kind of nice in a way, it reminded me of what had gone on, before the feelings bit had got in the way, and it reminded me I was real.

How long had I been sleeping? I didn’t think it was morning anymore, it was practically morning when I had left the lair. I looked outside, and concluded it was probably time for dinner, so got decent and headed downstairs, I wasn’t sure I wanted to see anyone, I knew last night had been strange, but things were always strange here, and I wasn’t about to start avoiding people, I’d go quite mad.

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