You created some weirdness
I don't like weirdness. This girl i was supposed to lay the other night, but i couldn't find the right time to move in, was being weird today. There were no signs there darling. I apologize. You invited me over to drop off a book, and then had me stay. That was as about as far as the signs went. I don't know what i am supposed to take from this. Am i supposed to manifest the existence of passion by myself? When i flirt and get no recognizable flirtback, what in the hell do i do? Just say fuck it and go in for the kill?
Maybe I was boring, but so were you my dear.
Fucking women.
I get the feeling today that i am expected to exude some type of inpenatrable confidence around women. It always feels like there is this window of opportunity, and when i miss it, as i often do, a woman's attitude towards me changes. I guess i fear rejection, and the fear of being wrong often outweighs my desire to have sex.
There have been times in my life when there was no question. When the fire was there, and the girl and I were consumed it. That is the passion i love. Obvious passion, true passion. It is quite unlike this testing the water thing i usually do. All i really want is someone who wants me. I cannot bring myself to try and want someone who gives me no response in return. Or so little response that i am not sure if it was really a response at all.
So what in the fuck do i do? I am satisfied with who i am to me, but who am i to you? What do i do to show you I am into you?
Funny thing is, this happens to me all the time. G always gives me shit about my lack of confidence. However G meets guys at clubs who only want one thing. That is why they are sure about what they are doing. The rest of it is just fluff and talk. They just want to fuck.
And i vascillate between this individual who just wants to fuck, and this individual who wants to mate.
Ahhh. The life.
Maybe I was boring, but so were you my dear.
Fucking women.
I get the feeling today that i am expected to exude some type of inpenatrable confidence around women. It always feels like there is this window of opportunity, and when i miss it, as i often do, a woman's attitude towards me changes. I guess i fear rejection, and the fear of being wrong often outweighs my desire to have sex.
There have been times in my life when there was no question. When the fire was there, and the girl and I were consumed it. That is the passion i love. Obvious passion, true passion. It is quite unlike this testing the water thing i usually do. All i really want is someone who wants me. I cannot bring myself to try and want someone who gives me no response in return. Or so little response that i am not sure if it was really a response at all.
So what in the fuck do i do? I am satisfied with who i am to me, but who am i to you? What do i do to show you I am into you?
Funny thing is, this happens to me all the time. G always gives me shit about my lack of confidence. However G meets guys at clubs who only want one thing. That is why they are sure about what they are doing. The rest of it is just fluff and talk. They just want to fuck.
And i vascillate between this individual who just wants to fuck, and this individual who wants to mate.
Ahhh. The life.