what's going on in the world of Kim???

[violaangel0316]

so....i saw evan for a little today. we watched a video about the marines. i wanted to cry....but i didn't want to get upset about it so i laughed and chuckled instead. all i could think about was being away from him. i can barely stand to spend a day without him. how am i gonna surrive through 3 months being apart? (and thats just for basic) i cry

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[anonymous]

You cry too much. That doesn't change the way I feel about you even though you don't know who I am. Just face the facts. Evan will do in Iraq all because of something you did or didn't do. When he is out of the picture, you will meet me and we will start our own family together because Evan will be too busy dieing in Iraq for you to start a family. Once we say our "I do's" to each other, you will forget about that little boy named Evan. One day we will meet like I said, but for now, I must remain anonymous until he has past away.

[violaangel0316]

you have already made some really big plans. but did you take in account that i might not want to marry you? did that thought cross your mind? i mean....if evan passed on (God forbid (i'm knocking on wood right now)) and you asked me out...how are you even sure that i would say yes? if we did date, then how do you know that your feelings for me wont change after you get to know me? there are so many things that i don't think you have thought about. so take a moment and think about....what if your plan never happens? what if i dont fall in love with you? what if you fall out of love with me?
i know that there is a chance of evan dieing in iraq...but there are chances that he will come out of iraq alive. i think he will come out alive.
i will never be able to forget evan. if something where to happen to him (God forbid (i'm knocking on wood right now))i would move on and live cuz thats what i promised him....i could never forget him. you never forget people who are apart of your life. you dont forget. i wont forget.

[anonymous]

It is impossible for me to fall out of love with you. Granted I might just like you at first, I will come to love you just how you say you love Evan. Once Evan is out of the picture, you will find yourself depressed, but then when you think about taking your life because you just can't bear life without Evan I shall come and save you from it. I have thought about all of them.
He will die in Iraq or at least I part of him that will make life with him unbearable. When you find yourself alone without him, I will imbrace you like no other. Evan is not as important to you as you like to believe and you know it. You will forget about him in after he is gone to boot camp we will meet, but you won't know it. Then you will start to fall in love with me and the next time you see Evan it will be over. Well maybe not while he is gone at boot camp, but while he is Iraq or after he is gone. I know you are not as faithful to him as you say you do. So just admit that you don't care for him as much as you say.

[violaangel0316]

i might know who this is. there is a 90% chance that i am wrong.....but i think i know. this is kind of interesting.....so either i'm right or i'm wrong. i want to know but i dont want to post who i think you are (cuz i dont want everyone to know if i'm wrong).

[anonymous]

If you truly know who this is, then how many immediate family members do I have? If you get this wronf then you have no idea who I am and I shall still remain secret of that.

[violaangel0316]

thats not a fair question to ask.....how many immediate family members do you have??? almost everyone that are my friends...i have no idea how many people are in their immediate family. so thats not a good question to ask.

[anonymous]

Okay, i'll change the question to how many siblings do I have? If you are unable to answer the question then you will get one more question. If you fail to answer the last question then you have no idea who I really am.

[violaangel0316]

i really need to start paying more attention to how many siblings my friends have. okay....i guess i need the last and final question. (maybe it should have nothing to do with familys and other things like that)

[anonymous]

Since you don't know who I am. I will not tell you for awhile. When will you stop living the lie involving you loving Evan so devotly? I think it's funny how you say you love him to death, but you never act like it or show it. The only way you show it is by buying him everything he wants which will lead to a hard life for him when it comes time to support you if he lives that long.

[violaangel0316]

i dont buy evan everything he wants. he buys me everything i want. you see he is always telling me that i cant buy him stuff....and i dont. i guess you dont know much about our relationship. he spends all his money on me...i wish i could buy him what he wants.

[anonymous]

You never answered my question. When will you stop living the lie of you "loving" Evan? Why do you play with his emotions? I think there are more questions, but my mind went blank. Answer only these two questions in the next comment you send and soon I will tell you who I am assuming you only answer the questions.

[violaangel0316]

i do love evan. i truly do love him. i'm not living a "lie".you might not be able to see it...but evan does and he knows i love him. i dont think that i play with his emotions. sometimes i feel like he plays with my emotions...but i dont think i have ever done that to him. i love evan. you might not be able to see...but evan sees, and thats all that really matters.

[violaangel0316]

first off, i want to tell you that nothing is impossible. anything is possible. secondly, i will never forget evan. you see, i once thought that it would be easy to forget a person...but a friend of mine helped me see that you never forget people. all the people you care for...you will remember. i will never forget evan.
i dont know what else to say...if i think of something else...i'll be sure to post it.