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so in my lame-ass attempts to circumvent being defeated by the current waves of apathy really didn't do much of anything. in actuality, i didn't or haven't done much of anything, and lest us not forget that finals are around the corner so between 2 spanish film analysis (both in spanish mind you)accompanied with a spanish film project ready to present, a few papers to re-edit and 3 relatively malicious finals. well i guess i'm fucked.
nary have i been a victim to too much academic stress but for some reason right now, i feel really A). unprepared for the workload ahead B). extrememly dissastisfied with the state of my academic affairs after this semester. i guess in general, i'm just mildly dissatisfied/enchanted with everything for the time being. not that it's really anybody's fault but by own. my car doesn't work, my cellphone (although it came back from the dead) is weak, my bank account is running out, and, and i really should just stop bitching.
i was not pleased in the least with my auditions today, but i was happy to find out that i was called back for a possible ensamble role in one of the shows which is nice . . . although i really do despise the majority of musical theater. whatever, i mean any sort of performance experience i get is character building in some case or another . . . granted i would rather be dancing around in my underwear to george micheal's FREEDOM 90 instead of wasting a whole day.
i really should start posting pictures again.
so i guess, i'll end with a bit of a list, a personal recap if you will of what is on deck to be done:
1. get in shape
2. fix the turntables (and fucking itunes)
3. xmas madness and dinner with mom in the city
4. resurrect the car from the dead (god know's how)
5. finish all terceary articles for the next magazine issue
6. look for another internship
7. get a fucking job
8. start my grafitti blackbook again (my graf ability is shot)
9. solidify plans for a birthday celebration (sushi and misSHAPES anyone on sat?)
10.conquer the academic kingdom
and buy peanut butter . . . and maybe prada sunglasses. and you WILL get some pictures soon, mark my word
nary have i been a victim to too much academic stress but for some reason right now, i feel really A). unprepared for the workload ahead B). extrememly dissastisfied with the state of my academic affairs after this semester. i guess in general, i'm just mildly dissatisfied/enchanted with everything for the time being. not that it's really anybody's fault but by own. my car doesn't work, my cellphone (although it came back from the dead) is weak, my bank account is running out, and, and i really should just stop bitching.
i was not pleased in the least with my auditions today, but i was happy to find out that i was called back for a possible ensamble role in one of the shows which is nice . . . although i really do despise the majority of musical theater. whatever, i mean any sort of performance experience i get is character building in some case or another . . . granted i would rather be dancing around in my underwear to george micheal's FREEDOM 90 instead of wasting a whole day.
i really should start posting pictures again.
so i guess, i'll end with a bit of a list, a personal recap if you will of what is on deck to be done:
1. get in shape
2. fix the turntables (and fucking itunes)
3. xmas madness and dinner with mom in the city
4. resurrect the car from the dead (god know's how)
5. finish all terceary articles for the next magazine issue
6. look for another internship
7. get a fucking job
8. start my grafitti blackbook again (my graf ability is shot)
9. solidify plans for a birthday celebration (sushi and misSHAPES anyone on sat?)
10.conquer the academic kingdom
and buy peanut butter . . . and maybe prada sunglasses. and you WILL get some pictures soon, mark my word