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amidst all of these social and academic obligations of the moment, a few major goals have surfaced. i first and foremost need to get myself feeling good and focused. Beyond that, i have to be creatively productive as well as expansive in testing my abilities.
as for what the next few months will bring? who knows. at the moment, i'm mildly dissatisfied with the state of everytyhing. my grades are not up to par, my attitude is turning sour, my bank account is dwindling and i drop everything at a moments notice for something non-responsive or incommunicable (which i seem to latch on to). plus, ihave done NIL christmas shopping and finals are coming up. all of this in combination does not make for a good or carefree time.
i also have to get ready for mainstage auditions for tomorrow, so that's not that fun either.
but fist, the goal at hand: get myself back on track.
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as for this past weekend and the few preceding days. things were good. i had a short dinner and then a long talk with a friend which i fully enjoyed. i ventured up to vassar on saturday night which turned out to be one of the most fun nights i've had this semester. minus me dropping my cellphone in the toilet (WHOOPS!). but yeah, all of my friends rule pretty fucking hard
i guess the hardest part of anything is actually getting started.
as for what the next few months will bring? who knows. at the moment, i'm mildly dissatisfied with the state of everytyhing. my grades are not up to par, my attitude is turning sour, my bank account is dwindling and i drop everything at a moments notice for something non-responsive or incommunicable (which i seem to latch on to). plus, ihave done NIL christmas shopping and finals are coming up. all of this in combination does not make for a good or carefree time.
i also have to get ready for mainstage auditions for tomorrow, so that's not that fun either.
but fist, the goal at hand: get myself back on track.
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as for this past weekend and the few preceding days. things were good. i had a short dinner and then a long talk with a friend which i fully enjoyed. i ventured up to vassar on saturday night which turned out to be one of the most fun nights i've had this semester. minus me dropping my cellphone in the toilet (WHOOPS!). but yeah, all of my friends rule pretty fucking hard
i guess the hardest part of anything is actually getting started.