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my check was more than i expected. for 40 hours it was 762. my job is so sweet, the easiest shit in the world, and i get to study.
apparently my grandma is "giving" me 20 grand, but i can't USE any of it. wtf is the point? she says it's gonna be in savings until i get my shit together in a couple years, when i'm more "mature"
yeah okay. so don't tell me about all this money when i can't even use it. whatever.
i NEED to start saving tho. for real.
i don't even know where my money goes, i mean i make decent money for someone that's still in college and has a no-degree job...yet, i feel like i'm always broke. i blame henry. i really do. because i haven't fucking spent a dime on myself...last time i went shopping for clothes was like...3 months ago. i'm nipping that shit in the bud. tommorow we are having a talk when i pick him up, i don't even care if i'm "bitching again" fuck him, he's out on work release he can pay for some shit instead of saving for a piece of shit mustang that prolly wont even run by the time he buys it.
oh and get this, he wants me to "help" him save. fuck you.
days like these i feel like i'm fucking stuck. i have no motivation to go and do anything, i have waisted the whole summer doing absolutely nothing. all i do is work 3 days out of the week, see henry when i drive him back and forth from work and thassit. i haven't gone out hardly at all...and my fucking blackberry is all jacked up so i can't even call bridget and go over to her house so i'm not sitting around at my apartment. god i feel like such a loser.
apparently my grandma is "giving" me 20 grand, but i can't USE any of it. wtf is the point? she says it's gonna be in savings until i get my shit together in a couple years, when i'm more "mature"
yeah okay. so don't tell me about all this money when i can't even use it. whatever.
i NEED to start saving tho. for real.
i don't even know where my money goes, i mean i make decent money for someone that's still in college and has a no-degree job...yet, i feel like i'm always broke. i blame henry. i really do. because i haven't fucking spent a dime on myself...last time i went shopping for clothes was like...3 months ago. i'm nipping that shit in the bud. tommorow we are having a talk when i pick him up, i don't even care if i'm "bitching again" fuck him, he's out on work release he can pay for some shit instead of saving for a piece of shit mustang that prolly wont even run by the time he buys it.
oh and get this, he wants me to "help" him save. fuck you.
days like these i feel like i'm fucking stuck. i have no motivation to go and do anything, i have waisted the whole summer doing absolutely nothing. all i do is work 3 days out of the week, see henry when i drive him back and forth from work and thassit. i haven't gone out hardly at all...and my fucking blackberry is all jacked up so i can't even call bridget and go over to her house so i'm not sitting around at my apartment. god i feel like such a loser.