Mar 04, 2006 01:07
k yea theres alot here.. lol.. grasp it all..
KazeGamix3 [12:35 AM]: yo
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:35 AM]: hey
KazeGamix3 [12:36 AM]: sup?
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:36 AM]: n2m
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:37 AM]: hbu?
KazeGamix3 [12:37 AM]: the same
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:38 AM]: cool
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:40 AM]: u shud IM keith and start talking to him
KazeGamix3 [12:40 AM]: i should?
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:40 AM]: i dunno what would u say to him?
KazeGamix3 [12:41 AM]: idk... prolly yo... thn the convo would most likely end
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:41 AM]: lol
KazeGamix3 [12:41 AM]: lol
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:41 AM]: just be like.. im a friend of moriahs.. lol
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:41 AM]: his s/n is cloudrobs
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:41 AM]: he has me blocked alot lol
KazeGamix3 [12:42 AM]: y has he blocked u?
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:42 AM]: cuz hes turned into a jerk.. i don't know
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:42 AM]: im done with guys from new fane thats how they all act
KazeGamix3 [12:42 AM]: new fane?
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:43 AM]: yea he lives in new fane its like 45 mins away from lockport
KazeGamix3 [12:43 AM]: oic
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:43 AM]: yea far
KazeGamix3 [12:43 AM]: well if he's become a jerk thn i'm not sure he should be associated with, no?
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:44 AM]: lol yea
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:46 AM]: new fane (n.) - every girl is a slut.. there are no stores anywhere. everyone shops at walmart... girls wear really short skirts to the movies.. the only movies around there is in the lockport mall which has 2 stores.. the guys are like hillbillies most of them.. they are OBSESSED with only sports and really wierd video games.. most people from there are judgemental.. and 2 of my exes live there .. yea thats the boring life of living in new fane that has like nothing but randomn forest land and assholes and
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:46 AM]: whores
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:46 AM]: lol i felt like venting :)
KazeGamix3 [12:46 AM]: lol thts always good
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:47 AM]: well ocassionally they go to the boulveard and they go to aeropostale
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:47 AM]: lol
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:47 AM]: make comments about new fane
KazeGamix3 [12:47 AM]: ok
KazeGamix3 [12:47 AM]: they sound like the bottom of the intellectual ladder, and if the shop at aeroppstale or watevr, i dont want to b associated wit them
KazeGamix3 [12:47 AM]: lol
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:47 AM]: lol
KazeGamix3 [12:48 AM]: also ne place tht is judgemental should b either avoided
KazeGamix3 [12:48 AM]: or blown to pieces
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:48 AM]: lol yup agreed
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:48 AM]: lol!
KazeGamix3 [12:48 AM]: lol
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:53 AM]: :-)
KazeGamix3 [12:53 AM]: 8-)
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:54 AM]: im so bad @ getting over people
KazeGamix3 [12:54 AM]: me 2
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:54 AM]: heh
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:55 AM]: om frikken god.. like ugh i cant believe the history between me and keith
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:55 AM]: ugh
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:55 AM]: it really sucks
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:55 AM]: like now when im older and someones like who was the person u first kissed..and it will be keith.. and then like... who did u first have sex with? and it will be keith.. and ughhhhhh
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:55 AM]: it sucks
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:56 AM]: like it shouldn't have ever happened like this
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:56 AM]: none of it
KazeGamix3 [12:56 AM]: nothin happens exactly they way nebody would hope
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:56 AM]: i had to go to lockport the last weekend of november to see my bestfriend.. didn't i?
KazeGamix3 [12:57 AM]: umm... idk, did u?
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:57 AM]: yea i did
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:57 AM]: thats how i meet keith
KazeGamix3 [12:57 AM]: oic
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:57 AM]: amazing fucking nigth
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:57 AM]: night*
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:57 AM]: lol
KazeGamix3 [12:57 AM]: lol
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:58 AM]: like i've never ever experienced something like that
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:58 AM]: but its over.. all of his feelings for me are gone every single one
KazeGamix3 [12:59 AM]: assholes... the scum of the earth
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:59 AM]: i hate arguing with him.. like we fight every second
Starrygreeneyes2 [12:59 AM]: lol yes
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:00 AM]: hes going to dump phyllis for this girl named melinda that hes been best friends with he was 12
KazeGamix3 [1:00 AM]: ic
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:00 AM]: yea
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:00 AM]: that fucking hurts
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:00 AM]: he went to grand island today to see her
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:01 AM]: i saw her myspace and shes really pretty so yea w/e and her family has always loved keith and they have lots of money.. basically everything hes ever wanted in a relationship is above
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:01 AM]: a family.. a girl who is frikken pretty.. money.. someone who cares about him .. and the girls family
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:01 AM]: so they will be just perfect together
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:02 AM]: :'(
KazeGamix3 [1:03 AM]: well if a sleaze like him can find somebody anybody can, nd tht's never rele been too hard to begin wit
KazeGamix3 [1:03 AM]: think of it this way
KazeGamix3 [1:03 AM]: he wasnt worth it neways
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:04 AM]: lol yea but how?
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:04 AM]: :) and :(
KazeGamix3 [1:04 AM]: it takes sum time i'll admit...
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:04 AM]: yeah
KazeGamix3 [1:04 AM]: but it's just a matter of stopping urself everytime a thought like tht enters ur head
KazeGamix3 [1:04 AM]: nd mentally slapping urself
KazeGamix3 [1:05 AM]: lol
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:05 AM]: so like how do i get myself to stop thinking about him?
KazeGamix3 [1:06 AM]: tht i don't rele know... it's more of a sub-concious thing
KazeGamix3 [1:06 AM]: like just tryin to focus energy elsewhere
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:06 AM]: like what?
KazeGamix3 [1:06 AM]: umm...
KazeGamix3 [1:06 AM]: well
KazeGamix3 [1:06 AM]: wen i have sumtin i need to forget
KazeGamix3 [1:06 AM]: i draw and write a whole lot
KazeGamix3 [1:06 AM]: u sed u like poetry
KazeGamix3 [1:07 AM]: maybe u can try and drain those thoughts thru tht
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:07 AM]: yea i wrote so much while i was grounded
Starrygreeneyes2 [1:07 AM]: lol
KazeGamix3 [1:07 AM]: lol