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um so i'm an idiot.
had housewarming/18th last night and it was fun. all the right people rocked up - ie only a few unwelcomes and i just told them to fuck off. i got a bit drunk - not completely trashed but i most certainly wasn't sober. a certain someone who i used to adore was there, and all those feeling came rushing back (hence the idiocy). i hope i wasnt too obvious because we've known each other for ages so it's clear nothings gonna happen, and i love him as a friend, so i would hate myself if i fucked it up.
after everyone left, i was feeling pretty down for that reason, cursing myself for my idiocy over boy. i hung around feeling mopey for a while, and then went to bed. but then two of my friends rocked up and we just hung out talking till about three. i was really glad they came by because they totally lifted my mood and so the night ended on a happier note
had housewarming/18th last night and it was fun. all the right people rocked up - ie only a few unwelcomes and i just told them to fuck off. i got a bit drunk - not completely trashed but i most certainly wasn't sober. a certain someone who i used to adore was there, and all those feeling came rushing back (hence the idiocy). i hope i wasnt too obvious because we've known each other for ages so it's clear nothings gonna happen, and i love him as a friend, so i would hate myself if i fucked it up.
after everyone left, i was feeling pretty down for that reason, cursing myself for my idiocy over boy. i hung around feeling mopey for a while, and then went to bed. but then two of my friends rocked up and we just hung out talking till about three. i was really glad they came by because they totally lifted my mood and so the night ended on a happier note