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So tonight was a new night... I realized why let my happiness be dependent on someone else?! I played the guitar for the first time in a long time... I felt alive, I missed it. So that being said, I'm MOVING ON. She wants to be friends, fine thats exactly what i want, but she is going to have to realize that she doesnt have me on a rope and she cant just pull on the rope when she wants then throw me back like I am a fish. Perhaps one day if it was meant to be things will happen, maybe she will realize how much I care about her. I'm not going to worry about it though hah. Tonight my friend kelly and i(fraternity brothers girlfriend) drafted what i want in a girl, just for kicks... it felt good, like i was in high school again haha.
This summer, OC and Gilmore Girl marathons... playing with my band again, making super EMO songs on the acoustic guitar!, falling in love with nature, ROLLERBLADING!!!!, seeing all my friends again, relaxing, sit around a fire late at night with pointless intentions, write retarded songs with rob (unless he gets a record deal and gets huge too quick heh), making dumb videos, going to concerts alllll the time!, long rides in cars at night... listening to music, just being random AND NOT THINKING ABOUT GROWING UP TOO MUCH!
Can you believe it peeps? I am growing up and you are too haha, one day we will be visiting each other at our "homes" where we work for a living and stuff hehe!
BUT FOR NOW.... BLAH, Why spend time stressing and worrying? I'm back to the old me, the happy me heh. Can i get an Amen, or a welcome back brotha??
Miss her tons
What the hell... i look dumb lindsey is going for something and rob well haha rob... I really miss my boy Aaron a ton too, you were always my biggest fan, don't worry guys im coming back. I have to.
This summer, OC and Gilmore Girl marathons... playing with my band again, making super EMO songs on the acoustic guitar!, falling in love with nature, ROLLERBLADING!!!!, seeing all my friends again, relaxing, sit around a fire late at night with pointless intentions, write retarded songs with rob (unless he gets a record deal and gets huge too quick heh), making dumb videos, going to concerts alllll the time!, long rides in cars at night... listening to music, just being random AND NOT THINKING ABOUT GROWING UP TOO MUCH!
Can you believe it peeps? I am growing up and you are too haha, one day we will be visiting each other at our "homes" where we work for a living and stuff hehe!
BUT FOR NOW.... BLAH, Why spend time stressing and worrying? I'm back to the old me, the happy me heh. Can i get an Amen, or a welcome back brotha??
Miss her tons
What the hell... i look dumb lindsey is going for something and rob well haha rob... I really miss my boy Aaron a ton too, you were always my biggest fan, don't worry guys im coming back. I have to.