Went to chicago last tuesday for some fun before college nationals, it was really fun till my dream of amanda calling me and yelling came true. She called me on friday and basically said I'm the reason things are shitty for her and that I intentionally tried to get her ex out of the way so they wouldnt talk (which if ANYONE KNOWS ME, they know that I woulde NEVER EVER do something like that intentionally and i told her that) I also told her that I would never want to do ANYTHING to hurt her ever! I was so confused and she was so mad. She hates that she goes into the curling club and everytime someone asks "so whats going on with you and joel" she thinks that i tell people that we are together when in reality I make sure people know that we are just friends... she is the kind of person that likes her personal life... um personal haha. I understand being frustrated with that at times. She also told me that she doesnt feel the same way back. and made it seem that she didnt want to talk to me again.
But then today she Imed me... saying she had the greatest weekend ever (all while im just completely full of pain in the middle of a national competition) she curled with my mixed team (minus me) and had one of he best times curling EVER! While I had one of the worst times curling ever. So I dont know if talking to her was a good or bad... im glad she had a great time for sure though, just wish i had haha! By the way I won bronze at college nationals:
Ive been stressing and worrying so much lately, im so sick of school and I really really really want to go home. and lately, ive been craving roller blading and roller hockey... and working out in my basement and late nights with me and robert playing rediculous songs and making videos, and late night calls with some of my best friends and random trips and concerts and HOME!
Comment with one thing you want to do with me this summer WHEN I COME HOME! hehe because i have to start planning now ;) ;)
Interesting truck i saw on the way back from chicago