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we went out surfing today. I'm totally beat up. Afterwards we met up with Josh, Julie, and David and his friend. It was cool. So i'm going to prom with josh. His prom is the same night, but he doesn't mind going to mine so thats really cool. (Rachel got a date today! It's her cousin's friend Alex who is a babe.) Lucky girl! we just hung out down there for awhile and talked about prom. Josh wants to get a limo and basically all the trimmings to prom. He really likes me and I feel so...bad. He's such a sweet guy and he's so nice and I'm not used to this nice of a guy. Every guy I've ever hooked up with or gone out with has been pretty much an asshole when it comes down too it and Josh is so in credibly sweet. I mean it's gonna give me cavities sweet. It's not like we're going out or anything, but i can see that he wants that in the near future and i dont think i can be that kind of chick for him. It's so complicated and I'm not sure how to handle all these things right now. All i know is that he gets shipped out in October and then goes to Virginia for awhile for schooling and comes back next summer and then gets his assignment and leaves and comes back whenever which is a bummer. He's going into the Navy. Kat said she had someone else in mind for me that I would have jumped at the chance to go with, but it wouldn't have worked out so here i am. Not sure if I'm ready for the next few weeks, but I'm going through with it.
As far as prom goes though...it's going to be great.... I hope
PS. After I left David's house from playing pool yesterday Josh wanted a kiss. I gave him a peck. I feel so horrible.