would you be happy then

[vindicatedhrt]

if i smiled without teeth
would you be happy then
if i broke myself in two
would you be happy then
if i let it out for you
would you be happy then
if i wasn't so together
would you be happy then

tell me what i need to say
to wash your madface down the drain
and tell me what i was supposed to do
when you grabbed me by the throat
and pushed me away from you

and i'm not a mistake
and never was it fake
now as the daylight fades
our nighttime goes to waste
and i will slip away

if i ran away and cried
if i told you that i'd lied
if i said you were the best
if i forgot about the rest
if i came running back to you
if i came with open arms too
if i told where and when
would you be happy then