resolution

[vindicatedhrt]

i will
stop fighting it, the choice you've made
fill that gaping hole
replace the photos in my bedroom
finally let us go

it was me
who threw it away
who ran in the other direction
who rebelled against your love
who rejected your affection

i am happy
with what i have now
with who i am now
with where i'm at now
with how i act now

now i am
free from the confines
far from yesterday
living in the present
letting the past slip away

i will
stop trying
empty my heart of things i've held close
accept your absence in my life
finally let you go.