Sep 05, 2005 20:23
omg I 'f'ed somethin up so bad.....the sean thing I like him now and back then (referring to like 2 post ago) I was in denial....I HATE MYSELF for that now and I dunno if he likes me I think iam just freakin out but everybody is saying he's too indesicive and omg I wanna talk to him so bad.....I do like him now and I think this other chick likes him that was at the party but shes so I dunno I guess I was just so awkward at that party b/c I knew Sean, Adam, Ben, and Jesse sorta and thats it....well Annie but thats only b/c I have worked with her like twice..so yea and there was 30 people there...comfortable...really....umm yea so thats about it...ok bye