Endings
Title: Endings
Pairing: VAM!!!
Rating: G
Summary: This is where it ends.
Author Note: Ive got my muse bak and I could be more happy.
This was the last thing he expected to wake up too, last place he expected to find himself. Ville Valo was in his best friend's house, in his room, in his bed completely wrapped up around him, like they were long experienced lovers AND THEY WEREN'T!! Feeling panic and confusion, Ville slowly and carefully removed himself and left to the still semi dark and quiet living room. Pacing with racing thoughts, he ran a shaking hand through his messy hair. He whispered to himself,
“This can't be happening.” he paced in a longer circles around the lazy boy, becoming dizzy. “Why was I in bed with Bam? I fell asleep...Where did I fall asleep?” The Finn became increasingly panicked as he paced faster, trying to recall everything the night before. He was so distracted with the forgotten facts that he didn't notice Bam come out of his room.
“V, You okay?” he asked, concern all over his sleepy face. “It's only 7:45.”
“Who cares what time it is, Bam!” Ville snapped, dropping into the lazy boy.
Bam could see him shaking, walking over to him, he sat on the table in front of Ville's chair. “Breathe, what's wrong?” he whispered, resting his hand on Ville's knee. “You have a nightmare?”
“Why were we sleeping together?” Ville's question sounded fully of venom.
Bam swallowed deep.
“Bam, tell me.” Ville growled, looking into Bam's caught blue eyes.
“I-I couldn't help it.” Bam whispered. “I've wanted you for so long.”
Ville's heart hit his stomach, his eyes going wide and mouth dropping open slightly. “What..did you...do?” he was so afraid to ask, but he had too. Biting his lip and looking away, Bam didn't answer Ville, not with his voice anyway. Ville had to take multiple deep breathes to keep from fainting.
“You...You..” he couldn't say it.
Bam looked in back at him, guilt and lust in his eyes. “But I love you.”
“But you...” Ville's whole body shook as the violation finally sunk in on him. “How could you?”
“I told you,” Bam pleaded. “I love you, Ville.”
Ville's face turned from fear, disgust and betrayal to anger, “That's not love you, sick fvck! You had no right!!.”
“I couldn't have told you!” Bam argued.
“It's better than ra-” Ville's throat constricted around the word. “It's better than that!.”
“I would have, if I had any hint that you felt the same way.” Bam said, guilt returning to him, preventing him from even looking at Ville.
Ville stood up, “I did.” he hissed. “Before hand, but now you're far from dead to me.”
Pairing: VAM!!!
Rating: G
Summary: This is where it ends.
Author Note: Ive got my muse bak and I could be more happy.
This was the last thing he expected to wake up too, last place he expected to find himself. Ville Valo was in his best friend's house, in his room, in his bed completely wrapped up around him, like they were long experienced lovers AND THEY WEREN'T!! Feeling panic and confusion, Ville slowly and carefully removed himself and left to the still semi dark and quiet living room. Pacing with racing thoughts, he ran a shaking hand through his messy hair. He whispered to himself,
“This can't be happening.” he paced in a longer circles around the lazy boy, becoming dizzy. “Why was I in bed with Bam? I fell asleep...Where did I fall asleep?” The Finn became increasingly panicked as he paced faster, trying to recall everything the night before. He was so distracted with the forgotten facts that he didn't notice Bam come out of his room.
“V, You okay?” he asked, concern all over his sleepy face. “It's only 7:45.”
“Who cares what time it is, Bam!” Ville snapped, dropping into the lazy boy.
Bam could see him shaking, walking over to him, he sat on the table in front of Ville's chair. “Breathe, what's wrong?” he whispered, resting his hand on Ville's knee. “You have a nightmare?”
“Why were we sleeping together?” Ville's question sounded fully of venom.
Bam swallowed deep.
“Bam, tell me.” Ville growled, looking into Bam's caught blue eyes.
“I-I couldn't help it.” Bam whispered. “I've wanted you for so long.”
Ville's heart hit his stomach, his eyes going wide and mouth dropping open slightly. “What..did you...do?” he was so afraid to ask, but he had too. Biting his lip and looking away, Bam didn't answer Ville, not with his voice anyway. Ville had to take multiple deep breathes to keep from fainting.
“You...You..” he couldn't say it.
Bam looked in back at him, guilt and lust in his eyes. “But I love you.”
“But you...” Ville's whole body shook as the violation finally sunk in on him. “How could you?”
“I told you,” Bam pleaded. “I love you, Ville.”
Ville's face turned from fear, disgust and betrayal to anger, “That's not love you, sick fvck! You had no right!!.”
“I couldn't have told you!” Bam argued.
“It's better than ra-” Ville's throat constricted around the word. “It's better than that!.”
“I would have, if I had any hint that you felt the same way.” Bam said, guilt returning to him, preventing him from even looking at Ville.
Ville stood up, “I did.” he hissed. “Before hand, but now you're far from dead to me.”