Hour of my demise
"Sometimes your relationships are like magnets, Leo. When you want to get close, the other person tries to get away from you. When you take a step back, he or she runs back into your life. Human nature is complex. Right now you're probably taking a stepbacl, although you haven't given up completely. This rest will give you time to think about which side of you is the most magnetic."
Never has something been more true. I find myself, more recently, doing my best NOT to try because trying requires putting myself out there and i've damaged myself enough doing so in the past. Why is it that every hint beckons me to step forward and when I do there is nothing to take me forward again? Does it mean these hints are simply my own wants/needs somehow casted infront of me, making me see what I want to see? Perhaps. I have backed off but I haven't given up and that could be a perfect reason as to why these "hints" exist.
What part of me is most magnetic? No idea. I can tell you, however, that what I tried to reel in isn't metal and I cannot attract it. I suppose it means I should allow myself a break to rethink my own magnetic qualities and strike while the iron is hot?
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