So after making my OH MY GOD MY JOURNAL, IT IS ANCIENT post last night/early this morning, I went back to make sure I'd f-locked some of my REALLY old entries (teenage angst/woe, etc.). And as I moved forward in time and hit my FMA days, I couldn't help but laugh at myself. But this:
On March 16, 2004, Vikki wrote:
Which comes to the heart of it. For me, this journal is here to entertain you - the people that have friended me, and anyone else that might happen along. I want you to be able to stop by my journal and be sure that there will be some good fics, or some interesting character analysis and musings or some such, or something witty and snarky to make you laugh (if I succeed).
If you have come by my journal and found an interesting way to waste five minutes of your time, today, my journal has been a success.
This is still something I want to be true to this day.
I feel like this journal has moved to become something more personal these days, which I have mixed feelings about. The nature of my f-list is very different from 2004: I know a number of you from cosplay, for instance, rather than just over the internet. By nature of 'showing my face' in a very literal way, this journal is more personal. But I don't want it to be about me - I want it to be about fandom. I'm not all that interesting.
I also got kind of nostalgic about people I used to be close to but am not any more, mostly because I'm shallow and don't take the internet very seriously, orz. but that is neither here nor there. XD;
Do I succeed?