wow long ago and far away...

[vienababe]

I'm reading through myold entries and it seems as though life was always either fucking tragic or boring... it doesnt ever seem like I liked my life or how my life is or what Im doing... I have to realize a few things... in fact really just one... NOTHING lasts forever so enjoy it while its here and be happy that its here... why bitch when its gone... cause when its gone its so far gone its impossible to get back... I hope we don't remember our life when we die... I hope we don't just sit in a room surronded by tv's watching our every eternal move cause that would be so boring... death is such a strange concept to me... Ive seen it looked it right in the face and yet still walked away from it..
well right now im in west palm and tomorrow is my 24th bday... and i am relaxing enjoying my time on the computer...
and one more thing.. I love sarah