That's Where We Went Wrong
Everytime I decide to post an entry, I realize how long it's been since the last. I love how I can keep on top of things.
School's almost over again...but I honestly don't know how I feel about that. I did great the first half of the year, but recently I've just lost all interest and have started doing really poorly again. I've missed way too much school and it's looking like I'm relying on my exam scores to pass. So I really don't know what's going to happen there.
Work...well, it's work. I love the people there and the environment is great, but I really need something that pays a bit better. I've been hovering around $1,000 for a few months now, it feels like I'm in a stalemate with my bank account.
Summer could be a great thing for me...or a bad thing, I really don't know. Almost 3 months for me to do a lot of productive things, or to just let my laziness manifest. I definitely need to work on the latter though, I rarely follow through with anything and it's really starting to get to me. Things have to change. I need to do more with my life as it stands.
I want a change of scene, a change of pace, a new beginning. I want to play music again, I want to be successful at it. I need to stop acting like everything's going to work out my way when I know that it won't. I need to "take action." I want to stop feeling lonely. I need to spend more time with my friends, I need to make more time, instead of letting things get in the way.
I really don't know what's going to happen, I'll see how things work out. Maybe I need to get away for a while.
School's almost over again...but I honestly don't know how I feel about that. I did great the first half of the year, but recently I've just lost all interest and have started doing really poorly again. I've missed way too much school and it's looking like I'm relying on my exam scores to pass. So I really don't know what's going to happen there.
Work...well, it's work. I love the people there and the environment is great, but I really need something that pays a bit better. I've been hovering around $1,000 for a few months now, it feels like I'm in a stalemate with my bank account.
Summer could be a great thing for me...or a bad thing, I really don't know. Almost 3 months for me to do a lot of productive things, or to just let my laziness manifest. I definitely need to work on the latter though, I rarely follow through with anything and it's really starting to get to me. Things have to change. I need to do more with my life as it stands.
I want a change of scene, a change of pace, a new beginning. I want to play music again, I want to be successful at it. I need to stop acting like everything's going to work out my way when I know that it won't. I need to "take action." I want to stop feeling lonely. I need to spend more time with my friends, I need to make more time, instead of letting things get in the way.
I really don't know what's going to happen, I'll see how things work out. Maybe I need to get away for a while.