jax is moving to arizona.

ps: my chest is collapsing and all i wanna do is sleep and sleep and sleep.

why do i never seem to learn that love is wrong and girls are fucking evil?

the ataris are my life right now.

I'm not the one that you want, I'll only let you down ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of people. i'm sick of them saying one thing one day and another thing the next. i'm sick of their actions being completely opposite from their words. no one says what they really mean anymore. and no one means what they say and that's even worse. i'm sick of broken promises and words left unsaid, or words that are spoken being left ( Read more... )

all i wanted was for you to love me this time around, i guess i was asking too much.

i don't know what to do.
i broke up with jax.
i don't know how i feel.
i hate everything.
i'm such a screwup.
and i don't care that i sound like i'm in seventh grade.
i just don't care.
i don't want to update this for a while.

i think today is going to be a good day for sleeping, all day long. i don't know what else to do anymore.

i chase all the good out of my life.