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Christ Im so sick of everyone. Can't any of you stop stabbing eachother in the backs or shoving your heads up eachothers asses long enough to realize how malicious you all act. There are VERY few people I would even want to try to trust now, and hell I dont even really speak to them much. Some of the people that I would have trust my life with have lied about everything. Im sick of the lies, Im sick of the deceit, Im sick of the drama. I know Im probably going to regret being so bitchy about things tomorrow because I will now be the devils minion, I dont really care right now because I have been hurt one too many times. And Im not looking for sympathy, I dont think anyone owes me anything, hell I dont even care if anyone reads or pays attention to this thing. Im just not going to sit back and pretend that Im not angry with anyone. Frankly there are a few people that I thought were the only ones there for me but they ended up being the ones who would hurt me the most. I realize that friends come and go, but sometimes it hurts worse than it should. So I dont know what happens after this. I dont blame any of you for despising me, or talking about me more. It would not bother me at all. Because god knows I dont think any higher of your immoral actions, as Im sure you dont think highly of mine. I dont even think highly of mine. Hopefully no one holds any grudges against me though, because I had the courage to say what everyone else bitches about behind eachothers backs. So at least Im honest, and Im not going to try to lie about your lives or embellish on the truth. Im gonna leave now, but remember, dont hate me because I have the courage to say what you've always bitched about, hate me because I've just attempted to deplete your moral standings. At least that sounds half way reasonable.