eighty-four : never knew i could feel like this

Jun 03, 2011 16:44

[Private to Merlin]
Hey. Do you want to.. go to the CES tonight? Or like.. I don't know. Whatever.. [She can't bring herself to say 'couples'.] ..people do.

[Private to Capa]
Okay. I tried not to ask because I'm trying not to be a pain or whatever? But.. this is getting kind of ridiculous. I mean, I'm not a great sleeper or anything? But you've ( Read more... )

an asshole and a darling, my one true god, first we assume a spherical capa, merlin is my wizard homeboy

Leave a comment

Private ourlastbesthope June 5 2011, 20:13:48 UTC
Nightmares.

Reply

Private victimofnoone June 5 2011, 20:18:16 UTC
About.. the sun still? Or?

Reply

Private ourlastbesthope June 5 2011, 20:22:54 UTC
About the sun. Mace. Trey. Captain. Cassie.

Reply

Private victimofnoone June 5 2011, 20:55:20 UTC
It's not your fault, Capa. You have to believe that. And if you can't? Then we need to do something about it.

Reply

Private ourlastbesthope June 5 2011, 21:18:14 UTC
Hayley, they're simply nightmares. Manifestations of...insecurities. Guilt. Something of that nature. They are hardly something to get upset about.

Reply

Private victimofnoone June 5 2011, 21:33:14 UTC
I know I can't make you do anything and I won't try, but they seem to be getting worse and I don't know how much sleep you're getting, but I'd guess it's probably not enough..

What if we make a deal? You talk to someone about.. this, what happened, and how you see it, whether it's me or whoever else, and I'll do something you think I should.

Reply

Private ourlastbesthope June 5 2011, 21:35:08 UTC
I've already talked to someone.

Does it still count?

Reply

Private victimofnoone June 5 2011, 21:57:15 UTC
Only if it actually helps.. Who did you talk to? Or would you rather not say?

Reply

Private ourlastbesthope June 5 2011, 22:00:57 UTC
It helped. And I'd rather not say.

Reply

Private victimofnoone June 6 2011, 00:12:56 UTC
..Okay.

Reply

Private ourlastbesthope June 6 2011, 00:17:21 UTC
Hayley...

If you wanted me to tell you, you could have asked.

Reply

Private victimofnoone June 6 2011, 05:34:07 UTC
What?

Reply

Private ourlastbesthope June 6 2011, 05:36:49 UTC
I mean...Instead of presenting it like a choice. Which, judging by that answer, it clearly wasn't. Not a real choice, anyway. I could answer. Or I couldn't. But by not answering, I get that "okay." Which I usually interpret to mean that I've done something wrong.

Why give me the choice in the first place?

Reply

Private victimofnoone June 6 2011, 05:46:09 UTC
I really meant 'okay,' Capa. If you say you're all fine and dandy now that you talked to someone, then that's good. I just don't believe you. It has nothing to do with you telling me or not.

Reply

Private ourlastbesthope June 6 2011, 12:31:22 UTC
I never said 'fine and dandy.' I said 'better.'

Reply

Private victimofnoone June 6 2011, 17:45:15 UTC
Okay. [...] Then we'll wait and see and hope it works.

Reply


Leave a comment

Up