I think its ok to change your mind as many times as you want, as long as its not a waste of your time, or someone else's. And as long as you know what your morals and values are, and you are true to them.

god. fuck me.

i get SO envious.

i ALWAYS want what other people have and its like i'm almost never happy with what its in my own life.

Maybe silence isn't such a bad thing. and maybe being ignorant is more rewarding than knowing everything.

The shittiest mood to be in is the unfocused kind, when you're really really tired and sleepy, and you can't focus physically or mentally on anything, and you can't even focus to look at anything...when your eyes do that blurry-blend-everything-together-with-fuzzy-lines thing and you just stare into what seems like deep space but really is a cup, ( Read more... )

so nothing is happening really. things have plateaued, if you can even call it that because i can't even remember the last time things rose to a good high ( Read more... )

I love acting like I'm normal: reading a book in my bed while listening to my iPod, making my bed, taking a nap, cleaning my room, putting stuff in my room to decorate it, drinking coffee, going shopping with my mom, putting on makeup like it matters, doing homework ( Read more... )

me either.

be-bong-a-long-so-song-a-shlong.

I don't want to go to chemistry.

I always had this feeling about myself, that I was a bad person or something... but I knew I wasn't in some way. I never knew how to put it into words, I only had situations and how I felt about the situations. But then I was driving and I thought...

I'm an extremely envious person. and I always want more than I have.

and no need to worry, that's wastin time.
and no need to wonder what's been on my mind -

its you.
its you.
its you.

I'll miss you squeezing my hand when you sing "you're the cutest thing that I ever did see, I really love your peaches, wanna shake your tree ( Read more... )