right now i feel like a real vacation would be immersion into a small beautiful community. living and breathing as it does in joy. surrounded by a common value and a common purpose. totally relaxed because what there is to do, what must be done, is what we all want to do together. it sounds to me a bit like my vision of an idealized commune or ( Read more... )

what if maya is not a mistake at all? what if everything that exists is the divine experiencing its full possibilities? how to experience everything as just one? why not as a multiplicity? i certainly feel that in my own life. like i am driven or lured to try to be so many things, do so many things at once. it is impossible. perhaps i feel a bit as ( Read more... )

sometimes i get bothered by the endless list of things i'm not doing, places i'm not going, people i haven't taken the time to build relationships with. i want to be able to do it all, but that is simply impossible.  i saw something this evening, however, that gave me a smile and some peace with all of that. i saw a picture of someone i thought ( Read more... )

i am a blessed beast.  a forest living in the city in the flesh of a man ( Read more... )

i've been thinking a lot in the last few days and getting reinjured by the dread double star drop has provoked me to dive deeper into a line of inquiry which i was already pursuing ( Read more... )