my heart played out
u know all the bullshit lines and all the heart breaks one thing remains true. u can't live with out girls. i miss them so much. man i been out to sea and i been willing to even try to sleep forever not to think about it. a bunch guys is just to much sometimes. i miss everyone and everything about relaxing and some things remain true i love two girls in my life. my mom and becca. but some of the love is unreturned some times. i know i have said things to unchain and hurt people feelings but that is do to my own unsecure self. i have said things which thought were the right thing to say instead turned out wrong. but no one perfect. things would be better if i wouldn't of been so lazy. i thank the military for that at least HOOORAAAAY. but its just the same i am on deployment david on deployment and all my friends are at home doing what they got to do. life is about what u make and the actions u take to keep the ones u love close i am not going to lie about my feelings nor am i going to give up trying to keep the ones i love. its just life i am one man that would sarfice all for love. its something u can't fine now a days and i am old school by heart. i don't mean to break girls hearts. but damn it they break mine more. i am just a old fashion love song? oh wait LOL. but anyways if u have my email or want to write me just send a message. all i do is hope for a piece of mail or email or something. cause i just work and no play. send some love.