goings on
1) I've been sort of writing again, working on a couple of things. It's so tricky though because what I always want to write is something that captures an emotion (so there are a lot of angst-ridden poems that will never see the light of day) but stories need more than a few feelings and writing the boring bits is so tedious. Also I'm very bad at just writing something down and moving on. I'm forever fiddling with wording and sentence structure and I write about 200 words before I'm fed up with the whole thing. Patience young Skywalker, etc.
2) I've been a bit blindsided by a crush on a boy who until recently I barely knew existed. We had lunch randomly and the whole time I was like HOLY SHIT I LIKE YOU SO MUCH (and can I kiss you on the face?). Like, so much. It boggles the mind. My mind, anyway. And it's frustrating because I have a terrible track record with boys (and could somebody tell me what's up with liking a boy until he likes you back and then...nothing) So right now I actually have no idea what to do with myself :(
And all my friends say he's an asshole so I'm getting no support but they're probably right. UGH HIGH SCHOOL GO AWAY.
3) FINALS ARE HAPPENING. Notice this is third on my list. Important yes, and I will study, but I'm having too many feelings right now so they're going to have to wait. In fact I'm listing to a playlist called too many feelings, please go away. It's a winner.
2) I've been a bit blindsided by a crush on a boy who until recently I barely knew existed. We had lunch randomly and the whole time I was like HOLY SHIT I LIKE YOU SO MUCH (and can I kiss you on the face?). Like, so much. It boggles the mind. My mind, anyway. And it's frustrating because I have a terrible track record with boys (and could somebody tell me what's up with liking a boy until he likes you back and then...nothing) So right now I actually have no idea what to do with myself :(
And all my friends say he's an asshole so I'm getting no support but they're probably right. UGH HIGH SCHOOL GO AWAY.
3) FINALS ARE HAPPENING. Notice this is third on my list. Important yes, and I will study, but I'm having too many feelings right now so they're going to have to wait. In fact I'm listing to a playlist called too many feelings, please go away. It's a winner.