SUPERNATURAL 5.13
The amount of caps I took, the utter lack of coherency I have, and the minimal amounts of having anything USEFUL to say about this episode rival what I did for 5.04. Only multiply that by 10.
DUDE, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY OTHER THAN "HOLY SHIT AWESOME." I THINK THIS EPISODE MADE ME HIGH, YOU GUYS.
THIS FUCKING EPISODE, DUDES.
DEEEEEEEEAN, ILU. HOLY SHIT. NEVER STOP HAVING PERVY DREAMS, PLZ.
ALSO, LOLOLOLOLOL AT FUCKING WARRANT PLAYING.
Have I ever mentioned the fact that Billy Morris (different Warrant era, but still associated with "Cherry Pie" for some reason) once pointed at Rather Honey (my first band) and was like "I WANT TO RECORD YOU GUYS." ANYWAY, WARRANT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY.
This was awesome editing. Just sayin.'
Also, I like Anna's hair way more now. I had serious problems with the delivery of Anna's lines in her last couple of appearances. She's still a little stilted, but she was about 10 steps above what she was doing before. "This is what you dream about." It's almost like she had put Dean up on a pedestal, put him slightly above other men, and now she sees that underneath it all, He's still just a dude who dreamS about girls dancing around in their underwear.
"This is awkward." <3
I have nothing to say about this except that Cas did this "thing" to Dean and Sam. XD
I love/hate Dean's expression when Anna tells him that Castiel is the one who turned her in to heavenly prison.
Oh, Deeeean. You sleep so little that you always sleep with all of your day clothes, and you just collapse onto the bed with your legs hanging off the side. D:
I guess that makes it much more convenient to spring upwards in case of dreams with psycho angels.
The whispers going on in the background sound like the Others in Lost. Also, I wish Cas made light bulbs blow up every time he flew somewhere.
CAAAAAAAAAAAAASTIEEEEEEEELLLLL WE HAVE NOT SEEN YOU SINCE LAST YEAR. NEVER STOP BEING CREEPY. BY THE WAY HUN, BLOWING UP LIGHT BULBS IS NOT THE BEST WAY TO SNEAK UP ON SOMEONE.
CAN I JUST SAY THAT I LOVE THE FACT THAT DEAN TOLD CAS ABOUT THE MEETING WITH ANNA, EVEN AFTER ANNA TOLD HIM THAT CAS WAS THE ONE THAT TURNED HER IN? And Castiel's experienced that prison for himself, and he was only let out because he agreed that he would obey. He's experienced it first hand, so he has every right to be suspicious. He doesn't trust Anna, and he doesn't trust that she came alone, so he's looking everywhere for signs of her hypothetical heavenly backup. <3
Cas has every right to be suspicious, and Anna has every right to be pissed at him.
I LOVE THE LIGHTING IN THIS SCENE. How they're all covered in half shadow. Two angels that rebelled from heaven, cut off from heaven's power. SPN's lighting still isn't as symbolic as Smallville's (which, no matter how bad the show is, they always have fantastic lighting), but they pull off some awesome looking shots sometimes.
No matter what problems I have with her acting, she's still fucking beautiful.
Holy crap, I love this shot.
I STILL WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THIS IS. We've got the Colt, which was made by Colt. We've got a knife that can kill demons, and we'll never find out what that is or where it came from. And then we have this, which has changed hands from Uriel, to Anna, and to Castiel. Did Uriel make it? Is it Michael's? Is it Michael's SWORD? Never mind that we already figured out that Michael's sword is actually Castiel's dick, to be wielded by Dean's hands alone.
Though there's a lot of action in this episode, it's still incredibly dialogue driven, meaning a lot of the screenshots will wind up looking identical. ANYWAY, CASTIEL KNOWS THINGS, AND HE KNOWS ANNA VERY VERY WELL.
"SAM WINCHESTER HAS TO DIE." HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE SAID THAT NOW IN THE COURSE OF THIS SHOW? GORDON DID, AND NOW ANNA, BUT I FEEL LIKE MORE HAVE SAID IT. SAM ALWAYS HAS TO DIE, APPARENTLY. D:
"THE SONG REMAINS THE SAME." ZEPPELIN FTMFW. MY UNCLE JUST GAVE ME A COUPLE BOXES OF OLD VINYL, AND THIS ALBUM WAS IN THERE, BTW. THIS TITLE FUCKING ROCKS IN SO MANY WAYS.
Okay, interesting. Anna knows about the Croatoan virus? I can't decide if that's supporting the theory of the 5.04 world being a real possibility of the future, or if it's supporting the theory that it's an illusion that the angels made up. Or if all angels are just marginally omnipotent. Would they tell her shit while being tortured, possibly to add in mental torture?
OMG, CAS HATES THIS. D: He hates the fact that he turned Anna in, and he hates the fact that Anna, someone that he clearly has respect for and something of a friendship with, is going to be gunning for Sam. Part of me is wondering if Castiel was somewhat hopeful that Anna really did escape and didn't have an ulterior motive, just so he wouldn't be the only angel on the run from heaven and NOT working for Lucifer. But he's still alone. CAAAAAAAAAAS D:
She also knows about this search for God? I'm really, really curious about the intricacies of the angels, actually. Can they still hear each other clear as day? How does the host know Cas is looking for God? And OHHHHHHHHHH *WIBBLES FLAILS* ANNA REALLY IS THE ~ONLY ONE~ WHO COULD FULLY UNDERSTAND WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE CUT OFF FROM THE REST OF THEIR FAMILY, AND SHE'S TEARING APART EVERYTHING CAS HAS DONE SINCE HE LEFT. T_______T BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER. :P HE MIGHT BE ONE OF A KIND, BUT HE'S STICKING WITH THE WINCHESTERS, BECAUSE THE WINCHESTERS ARE CRAZY, AND THEY MADE HIM CRAZY, TOO. <33333333333 SAM IS HIS FRIEND AND DEAN IS HIS HUSBAND
THIS, HOLY FUCK, THIS. It's coming off as if Anna was almost COUNTING on Cas to be exactly like he used to - "good little soldier, always following orders." If he hadn't changed, he might've actually helped Anna, as much as I hate to say it. BUT SAM IS HIS FRIEND :D :D :D. NOW ALL THAT'S LEFT IS FOR SAM TO SAY THAT CAS IS ~HIS~ FRIEND, AND WE'LL HAVE CONFIRMATION ALL AROUND, SINCE DEAN ALREADY SAID THAT CAS IS "A BUDDY OF MINE." MUTUAL FRIENDSHIP ALL AROUND WINCHESTERS AND CASTIEL EEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Anyway, yeah. Very cool. Last year Anna was trying to convince Castiel of right and wrong, and now that he finally went in that direction, she's disappointed because she can't use him.
"COME NEAR SAM WINCHESTER AND I'LL KILL YOU" ALK;DJKSALDJSLKA;JDSLKAJDSKLAJDKLSA;JLDKJSADLKSAJDJHSAKJLDHSAKJHDLKJ OKAY, SO I KNOW THAT THE WHOLE "SAM WINCHESTER MUST DIE" THING HAS BEEN DONE BEFORE, BUT JDKLSA;JDLKSAJD;SAKLJDKSAL; *DEEP BREATH* SORRY I AM FLIPPING OUT.
It's not just that Castiel is being all protective of Sammy, it's that Castiel is practically fucking EMULATING Dean. "Come near Sam and I'll kill you." Those words have passed Dean's lips SO MANY FUCKING TIMES, more times than I can even remember. Back in the "Benders," and then later with Gordon are two that come to mind immediately. And now Castiel has hopped on the "Come near Sam Winchester and I'll kill you" train and is totally going full speed. OKAY, YES, SAM HAS SAID THE SAME THING ABOUT DEAN, BUT NOT NEARLY AS OFTEN. STILL, CASTIEL AND WINCHESTERS, I LOVE YOU FUCKERS. <3333333333333
JESUS HOLY FUCK, I'M ONLY 6 AND A HALF MINUTES IN. WHAT.
HI THERE RANDOM LATE 70'S POTHEADS. Nice way of not actually SHOWING what they're doing. XD
CAS HANDS :D
AWWW, DEAN. THAT CHICK YOU SLEPT WITH HAS GONE ALL HOMICIDAL AND CRAZY AND NOW YOU HAVE TO KILL HER. IT'S OKAY BB, THIS HAPPENS TO SAM ALL THE TIME. HE'LL BE THERE FOR YOU.
"WHO'S GLENN CLOSE?" IT'S OKAY CAS, I'M NOT EVEN SURE WHAT MOVIE DEAN'S REFERRING TO ON THIS ONE. UNLESS IT'S 101 DALMATIONS. HOW MANY PSYCHO CHICKS HAS GLENN CLOSE PLAYED, ANYWAY? I DON'T REALLY PAY ATTENTION TO HER.
Sam just ignores Dean's exasperated "oh, come on" at his suggestion of self-sacrifice, and immediately looks to Castiel, like he's counting on Cas to be more honest with him, and maybe not have Sammy tunnel vision. BUT SAM DOESN'T KNOW THAT CAS IS NOW ON THE "COME NEAR SAM AND I'LL KILL YOU" TRAIN.
Cas glances over at Dean. "What would Dean say?" And he insists that the answer is no, even though he knows that Anna is probably right. Cas isn't willing to sacrifice Sam. Remember guys, this is the same guy that was going to kill a kid "for the greater good" just a few months ago. <3 And now he thinks that "Glenn Close" is just another word for "psycho." XD
CAS SPEAKING ENOCHIAN. \o/ AND SINCE HE FIGURED THAT BLOWING UP LIGHT BULBS IN SAM AND DEAN'S MOTEL ROOM MIGHT INCONVENIENCE THEM SLIGHTLY, HE GIVES THEM A SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT LIGHT SHOW. HE'S GOTTA GET HIS KICKS SOMEWHERE, GUYS.
CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS D: ALL LEANING AND WEAK AND SMACKED IN THE MIND FROM CRAZY ENOCHIAN SCRYING SPELLS THAT ARE APPARENTLY SO POWERFUL THAT THEY TRANSCEND TIME ITSELF.
SORRY THAT I'M NOT MAKING ANY SENSE. I FEEL BAD, SO HAVE MORE CAS.
DEAN: "BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BACK TO THE FUTURE SHOUT OUT BLAH BLAH BLAH"
CAS: "I DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT REFERENCE" LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL CAS. PART OF ME WONDERS IF YOU'RE EXASPERATED BECAUSE YOU ONLY UNDERSTAND A QUARTER OF THE THINGS THAT COME OUT OF DEAN'S MOUTH AND SO YOU'RE ALWAYS SAYING THAT, OR IF YOU'RE JUST IMPATIENT BECAUSE DEAN IS SAYING POINTLESS THINGS THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. XDDDD
LOLOLOLOL. "BEND YOUR KNEES." DEAN HAS FINALLY FIGURED OUT TO AVOID ANGEL-ZAPPING-INDUCED CONSTIPATION.
:D :D :D :D :D CAS IS FINGERING SAM AND DEAN :D
D: D: D: D: D: CAS IS COUGHING UP BLOOD D:
WINCHESTERS ARE JUST AS CONCERNED AS I AM
Sam shows worry. Dean doesn't show it, but he's still worried. I'm kind of getting the feeling that Dean sometimes takes Cas for granted, and thinks his "tough little nerdy dude with wings" won't ever die. Granted, they've also got other things to worry about right now.
IMPALA! HI, BABY!
Sam is just CHARGING up to the door. It's part "oh shit, gotta protect my parents" and part "holy shit, my fucking parents are in there."
JEFFREY DEAN MORGAN IS JOHN WINCHESTER. BUT SO IS MATT FUCKING COHEN (WHO, BY THE WAY, SHOULD POSSIBLY GO PLAY MATT BOMER'S LITTLE BROTHER IN WHITE COLLAR). HE GETS ALL THE LITTLE INFLECTIONS OF JOHN'S VOICE JUST FUCKING RIGHT.
MARY. Instantly freaked when she sees Dean.
GOD GOD GOD. This episode makes me completely incoherent.
Dean: "Oh shit oh shit last time I saw her was right when her dad died."
Mary: "Oh shit oh shit STAY OUT OF MY NORMAL LIFE. D:"
John: "HOLY SHIT MARY'S FAMILY?"
Sam: *speechless*
And that totally sounds like I'm making fun of him, but OH MY GOD, SAMMY. SAMMY, SAMMY, SAMMY SAMMY SAMMYSAMMYSAMMY. I don't often tear up at shows, but oh, god, Sam did it to me here. Sammy, I want to hug and cuddle you, or have Mary hug and cuddle you and OH GOD SAMMY.
AJKLSA;DJKSLA;JDALK WHOLE FUCKING WINCHESTER CLAN. IT'S ALL OF THEM. WE HAVEN'T SEEN ALL FOUR OF THEM TOGETHER SINCE THE FUCKING PILOT, YOU GUYS. AJDKLSA;DJLKAS;D OH GOD.
So much double-speak here. "Mary is the spitting image of our mom." "Mary's dad was pretty much like a grandpa to us." And John doesn't really think much of it, but is still just freaking psyched to finally be meeting some of Mary's family.
CREEEEEEEEEEEEEPY SHE KILLED THAT DUDE AND STOLE HIS VOICE D:
It is very strange to hear Dean call his dad "John."
It also very strange to see John in the role of the unassuming victim. D:
HOLY CRAP, ANNA REALLY IS PSYCHO NOW.
*FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAIL* FUUUUUCK, JOHN RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
OBLIGATORY DEAN JOHN WALL SLAM. IT RUNS IN THE FAMILY, OKAY?
Dean doesn't even ask questions, he just goes in for the kill. Jesus. He was protecting her a little over a year ago, and banging her in the back of the Impala 'cuz it was her last night on earth, and now he's trying to stab her to death, and she's trying to choke him to death. Damn, it's almost like the X-Men.
OBLIGATORY DEAN WALL SLAM, ONLY THIS TIME HE GOES THROUGH THE WALL.
it gives us dean tummy, though. :D
MARY KICKS SO MUCH FUCKING ASS.
HOLY SHIT OBLIGATORY MARY WALL CAR SLAM D: D: D:
Goddamn, Anna's not half bad at being menacing as fuck. Also, intentional or not, I love this little call back to when Dean stabbed Castiel with Ruby's knife way back in 4.01, and Cas just stares as he pulls it right back out and drops it to the ground. Mary stabs Anna with a fucking crowbar (!!!) and Anna... you get the point.
Okay, I'm gonna try and slow down on the caps. I CAN'T HELP IT. I LOVE EVERY FUCKING SECOND OF THIS EPISODE, THEREFORE YOU GET A LOT OF FUCKING CAPS. AKDJSKADL;JSALK OMG NOW IT REALLY IS THE WHOLE FUCKING FAMILY, BECAUSE NOW THEY'VE GOT THE IMPALA, TOO. THE IMPALA IS THE FIFTH FUCKING WINCHESTER, SHUT UP.
(Or sixth, including Adam. Or maybe Adam is the sixth Winchester, I dunno. Never mind.)
JKL;JDAKLSAJD;ASKDJSALD;SAJK "NOT ANOTHER WORD OR SO HELP ME I WILL TURN THIS CAR AROUND." I. FUCKING. LOVE. THIS SHOW.
"Awkward family road trip." UNDERSTATEMENT. JAKLSDJ;A This is what they've wanted, what they never really had a chance to have, and they have to spend it with angels breathing down their necks and in awkward silence.
Once again, really really really impressed by how well he nailed John Winchester. "I don't care what it means. Where does it go?"
This is weirding me out. Probably weirding Dean out. John asking Dean for instructions, Dean giving John guidance.
"All of a sudden you really remind me of my Dad." SHOW YOU ARE SO OVER THE TOP IN THE BEST FUCKING WAYS. <33333333
God, Sam. Dudes, I totally know I've not said a single damn useful or insightful thing about this episode. I have so much love for this episode and I can't even explain WHY. But John being horrified at Sam's "dad" raising his children into hunting? Mary hating that exact same idea? It's obvious, but it still needs to be said. And Sam, after everything he's been through, he's finally not angry at John. He's come to terms with what John did, and why he did it. He loved John. Sam, you hurt so much in this ep. You never got a chance to see Mary, and you never got a chance to tell John you loved him, and now you've gotten to do both of those things, and all it does is hurt even more. God god god.
DUDE, THEY KEEP GETTING PERFECT FUCKING ACTORS TO PLAY YOUNG VERSIONS OF ESTABLISHED CHARACTERS. URIEL, HOLY SHIT. It's not even the looks ('cuz really? Matt Cohen looks not much like JDM) - it's the fact that they're PLAYING them right. They ARE the characters. And wow. I'm betting you anything that this is a younger version of Uriel's vessel from the 4th season, since we have this whole thing about the bloodlines now. (Also, someone, at some point, should write a fic where Anna calls the Castiel of 1978 down instead of Uriel. Cas would still be the following orders type, and Dean and Sam would be even more "OH, NO D:" at the thought of having to fight Cas.
JSJAKLS:JAK I FUCKING LOVE THE DYNAMIC THROUGH THIS WHOLE FUCKING EPISODE. Mary is somehow still coming across as the disapproving mother, berating her son for not telling her the whole truth, and Dean just doesn't want to tell her.
But I love how Mary's entire demeanor changes once Dean says "I'm your son." She starts looking at him closer, as if she's looking for pieces of herself and pieces of John inside Dean.
I got fucking CHILLS at hearing "our names are Dean and Sam Winchester."
"Instead of a lullaby, you would sing Hey, Jude." I'M FUCKING TEARING UP AGAIN. And oh, god. Mary doesn't want to believe it - not because it's impossible, but because she doesn't want to believe her children would become hunters. She can't believe that she would let that happen.
And Dean has to tell her that she didn't let it happen, because she's dead. And Dean just wants so so so bad to change it, to "stop it," just like he did last time he went to the past.
But Sam's right. It's not enough. And Mary gets to lay eyes on Sammy with the knowledge that he is her son for the first time. God, even just thinking about this whole thing? CHILLS. ALL OVER THE PLACE. I NEED AN ELECTRIC BLANKET IN ORDER TO EVEN THINK ABOUT THIS EPISODE, FOR REAL.
SO SAM SUGGESTS THAT HE AND DEAN ARE NEVER BORN IN THE FIRST PLACE. D:
DEAN AGREES WITH THAT, AND THEY'RE FUCKING ~OKAY~ WITH NEVER BEING BORN. THEY WOULD QUITE HAPPILY LIKE TO NOT BE BORN. BOYS, YOU ARE MAKING MY HEART BLEED.
DUDES, OF COURSE YOUR MOM IS NOT GOING TO BE OKAY WITH HER SONS NEVER BEING BORN, YOU DOOFUSES. HUNTERS OR NOT, SHE STILL LOVES YOU OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD
And then we find out that it's too late for them to not be born because BABY DEAN IS ALREADY IN HER TUMMY :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
JDALKSJD;LKSAJDLKSA THIS WHOLE FUCKING ATAKD;JSKALDJSALK DEAN AND SAM STANDING GUARD IN FRONT OF THEIR MOM AND DAD AND AJKDSL;JSAKDLJSA;LDKSAJDSA;
SAMMY'S GONNA DIE AGAIN WTF.
KALJ;DLKAJSD;LSAJDKSAJLSA OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD MICHAEL HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK MICHAEL
MICHAEL IS SO HOT HE WILL MAKE YOU SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST MOTHER FUCKER
DUDE DUDE DUDE. Okay, so 5.01 I have been dancing in my pants at the thought of seeing Dean as Michael. THIS? MAKES ME WANT IT SO MUCH MORE. THE WAY HE CARRIES HIMSELF, THE WAY HE SPEAKS, OMG YOU GUYS I CANNOT WAIT FOR MICHAEL!DEAN.
IN THE MEANTIME, I AM MORE THAN SATISFIED IN MICHAEL BEING ALL UP INSIDE JOHN, THOUGH.
Dean comes face to face with his dude for the first time, and the first thing he does is point at Sam and demand that Michael fixes him. XD
I watched this exchange probably ten times last night before I went to bed, and I still can't put my finger on why I love it so much. When I figured out that Michael was eventually going to be on the show, I started trying to imagine what he'd be like, and this? This is everything I pictured, and also nothing like I pictured. He's fucking PERFECT. He's capturing the righteousness of Michael, which is one thing that Michael is DEFINITELY known for, and Dean can even relate TO it. But mixed in with all that righteousness is this superiority complex, which Dean definitely can't relate to. Maybe S1 Dean, maybe somewhere in there he might've thought that he was the better son because he always obeyed, but certainly not now.
And I'm thinking back to Dean's conversation with Lucifer in 5.04, and pointing out the massive size of Lucifer's ego. However much Dean and Sam might be able to relate to Michael and Lucifer, there's the difference. Michael and Lucifer think very, very highly of themselves, and damn everyone else. Dean and Sam didn't even want to be born, and tried to make that happen, and they are caring and watching out for the whole fucking planet.
LOLOLOLOL, SIX DEGREES OF HEAVEN BACON. DEAN, ILU.
But oh, GOD. Michael "practically raised" Lucifer (I don't get that, but I won't poke at it), took care of him. Dean doesn't want to hear what Michael's saying. Dean doesn't want to empathize with Michael in any way, shape or form.
So God knew that Michael might have to kill Lucifer. I wonder if God whispered that in Michael's ear just before he disappeared and "left the building." And even though Michael loves Lucifer, here comes that superiority complex again. Just so you guys know, I'm waiting quite impatiently for the meta comparing Michael to S1 Dean.
S1, Scarecrow:
Sam: "I don’t understand the blind faith you have in the man. I mean, it’s like you don’t even question him."
Dean: "Yeah, it’s called being a good son!"
Now:
Dean: "So you're just gonna do whatever God says?"
Michael: "Yes, because I am a good son."
*FLAILS EVERYWHERE* "FREE WILL IS AN ILLUSION." HOW THE FUCK IS THIS EPISODE SO GOOD? (AND YAY FOR FINDING OUT THAT MICHAEL WON'T LEAVE DEAN IN A DROOLING MESS.)
MICHAEL IS SO FUCKING SMUG. YOU GUYS, I AM PROBABLY GOING TO SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST WHEN WE GET TO SEE MICHAEL!DEAN, AND HE WON'T EVEN HAVE TO TOUCH ME.
Completely fucking adore how Michael reaches out and kind of adjusts Dean's coat, like he's checking up on his vessel, making sure he's ready. You guys. YOU GUYS.
Godddd, Dean's face at "I'll see you soon." Dean can't even argue, make a smart aleck remark. He can't say anything.
Yes, I know Michael left Cas in 1978. We don't know what Michael would do to Cas. He might not care, or he might. I'd rather not chance Michael making Castiel spontaneously combust. BUT IT'S OKAY, BECAUSE CAS FOUND THEM ANYWAY. :D
LOLOLOLOLOL FIRST SAM, THEN DEAN'S ALL "CAS?!?!?!" *GRABS*
CAS IS ADORABLE. JUST SAYIN.'
"I'M VERY SURPRISED." XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD AND THEN IT LOOKS LIKE HE TRIES TO SMILE - OHGAWDCASSMILE - AT SAM - "YAY SAM'S NOT DEAD! \O/"
BUT THEN HE PASSES OUT BEFORE HE CAN SMILE D:
"TEAM FREE WILL." <33333333 One ex-blood junkie, one drop-out with $6 to his name, and Mr. Comatose. I'M SORRY THAT I'VE JUST BEEN REPEATING EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED IN THE SHOW THROUGH THIS WHOLE THING. IT WAS ALL SO FUCKING EPIC THAT I CAN'T ADD ANYTHING.
And throughout this whole ep, thanks to Michael? Nothing changed. Sam's still going to be born. Mary's still gonna sing "Hey Jude" to Dean. Baby Dean will still love kicking things when he's still in the womb. Mary's still gonna walk into that nursery.
The song remains the same.
LOLOL, THIS SHIT TOOK ME OVER SIX HOURS. (I kept getting interrupted, though, but still. SIX FUCKING HOURS, WHAT.)
EDIT: I TOTALLY HAD THIS DREAM LAST NIGHT, WHICH IS BIG NEWS 'CUZ I DON'T REMEMBER MY DREAMS EVER:
I WAS DEAN IN THE DREAM, AND TRAPPED IN A HOUSE WITH SAM AND CASTIEL AND BOBBY AND RUFUS AND MICHAEL WAS STALKING EVERYONE. EVERYONE KEPT SHOWING UP DEAD WHENEVER THEY WOULD STRAY, JUST TO GET TO ME. ER, DEAN. Yeah, that was kinda freaky.
DUDE, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY OTHER THAN "HOLY SHIT AWESOME." I THINK THIS EPISODE MADE ME HIGH, YOU GUYS.
THIS FUCKING EPISODE, DUDES.
DEEEEEEEEAN, ILU. HOLY SHIT. NEVER STOP HAVING PERVY DREAMS, PLZ.
ALSO, LOLOLOLOLOL AT FUCKING WARRANT PLAYING.
Have I ever mentioned the fact that Billy Morris (different Warrant era, but still associated with "Cherry Pie" for some reason) once pointed at Rather Honey (my first band) and was like "I WANT TO RECORD YOU GUYS." ANYWAY, WARRANT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY.
This was awesome editing. Just sayin.'
Also, I like Anna's hair way more now. I had serious problems with the delivery of Anna's lines in her last couple of appearances. She's still a little stilted, but she was about 10 steps above what she was doing before. "This is what you dream about." It's almost like she had put Dean up on a pedestal, put him slightly above other men, and now she sees that underneath it all, He's still just a dude who dreamS about girls dancing around in their underwear.
"This is awkward." <3
I have nothing to say about this except that Cas did this "thing" to Dean and Sam. XD
I love/hate Dean's expression when Anna tells him that Castiel is the one who turned her in to heavenly prison.
Oh, Deeeean. You sleep so little that you always sleep with all of your day clothes, and you just collapse onto the bed with your legs hanging off the side. D:
I guess that makes it much more convenient to spring upwards in case of dreams with psycho angels.
The whispers going on in the background sound like the Others in Lost. Also, I wish Cas made light bulbs blow up every time he flew somewhere.
CAAAAAAAAAAAAASTIEEEEEEEELLLLL WE HAVE NOT SEEN YOU SINCE LAST YEAR. NEVER STOP BEING CREEPY. BY THE WAY HUN, BLOWING UP LIGHT BULBS IS NOT THE BEST WAY TO SNEAK UP ON SOMEONE.
CAN I JUST SAY THAT I LOVE THE FACT THAT DEAN TOLD CAS ABOUT THE MEETING WITH ANNA, EVEN AFTER ANNA TOLD HIM THAT CAS WAS THE ONE THAT TURNED HER IN? And Castiel's experienced that prison for himself, and he was only let out because he agreed that he would obey. He's experienced it first hand, so he has every right to be suspicious. He doesn't trust Anna, and he doesn't trust that she came alone, so he's looking everywhere for signs of her hypothetical heavenly backup. <3
Cas has every right to be suspicious, and Anna has every right to be pissed at him.
I LOVE THE LIGHTING IN THIS SCENE. How they're all covered in half shadow. Two angels that rebelled from heaven, cut off from heaven's power. SPN's lighting still isn't as symbolic as Smallville's (which, no matter how bad the show is, they always have fantastic lighting), but they pull off some awesome looking shots sometimes.
No matter what problems I have with her acting, she's still fucking beautiful.
Holy crap, I love this shot.
I STILL WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THIS IS. We've got the Colt, which was made by Colt. We've got a knife that can kill demons, and we'll never find out what that is or where it came from. And then we have this, which has changed hands from Uriel, to Anna, and to Castiel. Did Uriel make it? Is it Michael's? Is it Michael's SWORD? Never mind that we already figured out that Michael's sword is actually Castiel's dick, to be wielded by Dean's hands alone.
Though there's a lot of action in this episode, it's still incredibly dialogue driven, meaning a lot of the screenshots will wind up looking identical. ANYWAY, CASTIEL KNOWS THINGS, AND HE KNOWS ANNA VERY VERY WELL.
"SAM WINCHESTER HAS TO DIE." HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE SAID THAT NOW IN THE COURSE OF THIS SHOW? GORDON DID, AND NOW ANNA, BUT I FEEL LIKE MORE HAVE SAID IT. SAM ALWAYS HAS TO DIE, APPARENTLY. D:
"THE SONG REMAINS THE SAME." ZEPPELIN FTMFW. MY UNCLE JUST GAVE ME A COUPLE BOXES OF OLD VINYL, AND THIS ALBUM WAS IN THERE, BTW. THIS TITLE FUCKING ROCKS IN SO MANY WAYS.
Okay, interesting. Anna knows about the Croatoan virus? I can't decide if that's supporting the theory of the 5.04 world being a real possibility of the future, or if it's supporting the theory that it's an illusion that the angels made up. Or if all angels are just marginally omnipotent. Would they tell her shit while being tortured, possibly to add in mental torture?
OMG, CAS HATES THIS. D: He hates the fact that he turned Anna in, and he hates the fact that Anna, someone that he clearly has respect for and something of a friendship with, is going to be gunning for Sam. Part of me is wondering if Castiel was somewhat hopeful that Anna really did escape and didn't have an ulterior motive, just so he wouldn't be the only angel on the run from heaven and NOT working for Lucifer. But he's still alone. CAAAAAAAAAAS D:
She also knows about this search for God? I'm really, really curious about the intricacies of the angels, actually. Can they still hear each other clear as day? How does the host know Cas is looking for God? And OHHHHHHHHHH *WIBBLES FLAILS* ANNA REALLY IS THE ~ONLY ONE~ WHO COULD FULLY UNDERSTAND WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE CUT OFF FROM THE REST OF THEIR FAMILY, AND SHE'S TEARING APART EVERYTHING CAS HAS DONE SINCE HE LEFT. T_______T BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER. :P HE MIGHT BE ONE OF A KIND, BUT HE'S STICKING WITH THE WINCHESTERS, BECAUSE THE WINCHESTERS ARE CRAZY, AND THEY MADE HIM CRAZY, TOO. <33333333333 SAM IS HIS FRIEND AND DEAN IS HIS HUSBAND
THIS, HOLY FUCK, THIS. It's coming off as if Anna was almost COUNTING on Cas to be exactly like he used to - "good little soldier, always following orders." If he hadn't changed, he might've actually helped Anna, as much as I hate to say it. BUT SAM IS HIS FRIEND :D :D :D. NOW ALL THAT'S LEFT IS FOR SAM TO SAY THAT CAS IS ~HIS~ FRIEND, AND WE'LL HAVE CONFIRMATION ALL AROUND, SINCE DEAN ALREADY SAID THAT CAS IS "A BUDDY OF MINE." MUTUAL FRIENDSHIP ALL AROUND WINCHESTERS AND CASTIEL EEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Anyway, yeah. Very cool. Last year Anna was trying to convince Castiel of right and wrong, and now that he finally went in that direction, she's disappointed because she can't use him.
"COME NEAR SAM WINCHESTER AND I'LL KILL YOU" ALK;DJKSALDJSLKA;JDSLKAJDSKLAJDKLSA;JLDKJSADLKSAJDJHSAKJLDHSAKJHDLKJ OKAY, SO I KNOW THAT THE WHOLE "SAM WINCHESTER MUST DIE" THING HAS BEEN DONE BEFORE, BUT JDKLSA;JDLKSAJD;SAKLJDKSAL; *DEEP BREATH* SORRY I AM FLIPPING OUT.
It's not just that Castiel is being all protective of Sammy, it's that Castiel is practically fucking EMULATING Dean. "Come near Sam and I'll kill you." Those words have passed Dean's lips SO MANY FUCKING TIMES, more times than I can even remember. Back in the "Benders," and then later with Gordon are two that come to mind immediately. And now Castiel has hopped on the "Come near Sam Winchester and I'll kill you" train and is totally going full speed. OKAY, YES, SAM HAS SAID THE SAME THING ABOUT DEAN, BUT NOT NEARLY AS OFTEN. STILL, CASTIEL AND WINCHESTERS, I LOVE YOU FUCKERS. <3333333333333
JESUS HOLY FUCK, I'M ONLY 6 AND A HALF MINUTES IN. WHAT.
HI THERE RANDOM LATE 70'S POTHEADS. Nice way of not actually SHOWING what they're doing. XD
CAS HANDS :D
AWWW, DEAN. THAT CHICK YOU SLEPT WITH HAS GONE ALL HOMICIDAL AND CRAZY AND NOW YOU HAVE TO KILL HER. IT'S OKAY BB, THIS HAPPENS TO SAM ALL THE TIME. HE'LL BE THERE FOR YOU.
"WHO'S GLENN CLOSE?" IT'S OKAY CAS, I'M NOT EVEN SURE WHAT MOVIE DEAN'S REFERRING TO ON THIS ONE. UNLESS IT'S 101 DALMATIONS. HOW MANY PSYCHO CHICKS HAS GLENN CLOSE PLAYED, ANYWAY? I DON'T REALLY PAY ATTENTION TO HER.
Sam just ignores Dean's exasperated "oh, come on" at his suggestion of self-sacrifice, and immediately looks to Castiel, like he's counting on Cas to be more honest with him, and maybe not have Sammy tunnel vision. BUT SAM DOESN'T KNOW THAT CAS IS NOW ON THE "COME NEAR SAM AND I'LL KILL YOU" TRAIN.
Cas glances over at Dean. "What would Dean say?" And he insists that the answer is no, even though he knows that Anna is probably right. Cas isn't willing to sacrifice Sam. Remember guys, this is the same guy that was going to kill a kid "for the greater good" just a few months ago. <3 And now he thinks that "Glenn Close" is just another word for "psycho." XD
CAS SPEAKING ENOCHIAN. \o/ AND SINCE HE FIGURED THAT BLOWING UP LIGHT BULBS IN SAM AND DEAN'S MOTEL ROOM MIGHT INCONVENIENCE THEM SLIGHTLY, HE GIVES THEM A SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT LIGHT SHOW. HE'S GOTTA GET HIS KICKS SOMEWHERE, GUYS.
CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS D: ALL LEANING AND WEAK AND SMACKED IN THE MIND FROM CRAZY ENOCHIAN SCRYING SPELLS THAT ARE APPARENTLY SO POWERFUL THAT THEY TRANSCEND TIME ITSELF.
SORRY THAT I'M NOT MAKING ANY SENSE. I FEEL BAD, SO HAVE MORE CAS.
DEAN: "BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BACK TO THE FUTURE SHOUT OUT BLAH BLAH BLAH"
CAS: "I DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT REFERENCE" LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL CAS. PART OF ME WONDERS IF YOU'RE EXASPERATED BECAUSE YOU ONLY UNDERSTAND A QUARTER OF THE THINGS THAT COME OUT OF DEAN'S MOUTH AND SO YOU'RE ALWAYS SAYING THAT, OR IF YOU'RE JUST IMPATIENT BECAUSE DEAN IS SAYING POINTLESS THINGS THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. XDDDD
LOLOLOLOL. "BEND YOUR KNEES." DEAN HAS FINALLY FIGURED OUT TO AVOID ANGEL-ZAPPING-INDUCED CONSTIPATION.
:D :D :D :D :D CAS IS FINGERING SAM AND DEAN :D
D: D: D: D: D: CAS IS COUGHING UP BLOOD D:
WINCHESTERS ARE JUST AS CONCERNED AS I AM
Sam shows worry. Dean doesn't show it, but he's still worried. I'm kind of getting the feeling that Dean sometimes takes Cas for granted, and thinks his "tough little nerdy dude with wings" won't ever die. Granted, they've also got other things to worry about right now.
IMPALA! HI, BABY!
Sam is just CHARGING up to the door. It's part "oh shit, gotta protect my parents" and part "holy shit, my fucking parents are in there."
JEFFREY DEAN MORGAN IS JOHN WINCHESTER. BUT SO IS MATT FUCKING COHEN (WHO, BY THE WAY, SHOULD POSSIBLY GO PLAY MATT BOMER'S LITTLE BROTHER IN WHITE COLLAR). HE GETS ALL THE LITTLE INFLECTIONS OF JOHN'S VOICE JUST FUCKING RIGHT.
MARY. Instantly freaked when she sees Dean.
GOD GOD GOD. This episode makes me completely incoherent.
Dean: "Oh shit oh shit last time I saw her was right when her dad died."
Mary: "Oh shit oh shit STAY OUT OF MY NORMAL LIFE. D:"
John: "HOLY SHIT MARY'S FAMILY?"
Sam: *speechless*
And that totally sounds like I'm making fun of him, but OH MY GOD, SAMMY. SAMMY, SAMMY, SAMMY SAMMY SAMMYSAMMYSAMMY. I don't often tear up at shows, but oh, god, Sam did it to me here. Sammy, I want to hug and cuddle you, or have Mary hug and cuddle you and OH GOD SAMMY.
AJKLSA;DJKSLA;JDALK WHOLE FUCKING WINCHESTER CLAN. IT'S ALL OF THEM. WE HAVEN'T SEEN ALL FOUR OF THEM TOGETHER SINCE THE FUCKING PILOT, YOU GUYS. AJDKLSA;DJLKAS;D OH GOD.
So much double-speak here. "Mary is the spitting image of our mom." "Mary's dad was pretty much like a grandpa to us." And John doesn't really think much of it, but is still just freaking psyched to finally be meeting some of Mary's family.
CREEEEEEEEEEEEEPY SHE KILLED THAT DUDE AND STOLE HIS VOICE D:
It is very strange to hear Dean call his dad "John."
It also very strange to see John in the role of the unassuming victim. D:
HOLY CRAP, ANNA REALLY IS PSYCHO NOW.
*FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAP FLAIL* FUUUUUCK, JOHN RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
OBLIGATORY DEAN JOHN WALL SLAM. IT RUNS IN THE FAMILY, OKAY?
Dean doesn't even ask questions, he just goes in for the kill. Jesus. He was protecting her a little over a year ago, and banging her in the back of the Impala 'cuz it was her last night on earth, and now he's trying to stab her to death, and she's trying to choke him to death. Damn, it's almost like the X-Men.
OBLIGATORY DEAN WALL SLAM, ONLY THIS TIME HE GOES THROUGH THE WALL.
it gives us dean tummy, though. :D
MARY KICKS SO MUCH FUCKING ASS.
HOLY SHIT OBLIGATORY MARY WALL CAR SLAM D: D: D:
Goddamn, Anna's not half bad at being menacing as fuck. Also, intentional or not, I love this little call back to when Dean stabbed Castiel with Ruby's knife way back in 4.01, and Cas just stares as he pulls it right back out and drops it to the ground. Mary stabs Anna with a fucking crowbar (!!!) and Anna... you get the point.
Okay, I'm gonna try and slow down on the caps. I CAN'T HELP IT. I LOVE EVERY FUCKING SECOND OF THIS EPISODE, THEREFORE YOU GET A LOT OF FUCKING CAPS. AKDJSKADL;JSALK OMG NOW IT REALLY IS THE WHOLE FUCKING FAMILY, BECAUSE NOW THEY'VE GOT THE IMPALA, TOO. THE IMPALA IS THE FIFTH FUCKING WINCHESTER, SHUT UP.
(Or sixth, including Adam. Or maybe Adam is the sixth Winchester, I dunno. Never mind.)
JKL;JDAKLSAJD;ASKDJSALD;SAJK "NOT ANOTHER WORD OR SO HELP ME I WILL TURN THIS CAR AROUND." I. FUCKING. LOVE. THIS SHOW.
"Awkward family road trip." UNDERSTATEMENT. JAKLSDJ;A This is what they've wanted, what they never really had a chance to have, and they have to spend it with angels breathing down their necks and in awkward silence.
Once again, really really really impressed by how well he nailed John Winchester. "I don't care what it means. Where does it go?"
This is weirding me out. Probably weirding Dean out. John asking Dean for instructions, Dean giving John guidance.
"All of a sudden you really remind me of my Dad." SHOW YOU ARE SO OVER THE TOP IN THE BEST FUCKING WAYS. <33333333
God, Sam. Dudes, I totally know I've not said a single damn useful or insightful thing about this episode. I have so much love for this episode and I can't even explain WHY. But John being horrified at Sam's "dad" raising his children into hunting? Mary hating that exact same idea? It's obvious, but it still needs to be said. And Sam, after everything he's been through, he's finally not angry at John. He's come to terms with what John did, and why he did it. He loved John. Sam, you hurt so much in this ep. You never got a chance to see Mary, and you never got a chance to tell John you loved him, and now you've gotten to do both of those things, and all it does is hurt even more. God god god.
DUDE, THEY KEEP GETTING PERFECT FUCKING ACTORS TO PLAY YOUNG VERSIONS OF ESTABLISHED CHARACTERS. URIEL, HOLY SHIT. It's not even the looks ('cuz really? Matt Cohen looks not much like JDM) - it's the fact that they're PLAYING them right. They ARE the characters. And wow. I'm betting you anything that this is a younger version of Uriel's vessel from the 4th season, since we have this whole thing about the bloodlines now. (Also, someone, at some point, should write a fic where Anna calls the Castiel of 1978 down instead of Uriel. Cas would still be the following orders type, and Dean and Sam would be even more "OH, NO D:" at the thought of having to fight Cas.
JSJAKLS:JAK I FUCKING LOVE THE DYNAMIC THROUGH THIS WHOLE FUCKING EPISODE. Mary is somehow still coming across as the disapproving mother, berating her son for not telling her the whole truth, and Dean just doesn't want to tell her.
But I love how Mary's entire demeanor changes once Dean says "I'm your son." She starts looking at him closer, as if she's looking for pieces of herself and pieces of John inside Dean.
I got fucking CHILLS at hearing "our names are Dean and Sam Winchester."
"Instead of a lullaby, you would sing Hey, Jude." I'M FUCKING TEARING UP AGAIN. And oh, god. Mary doesn't want to believe it - not because it's impossible, but because she doesn't want to believe her children would become hunters. She can't believe that she would let that happen.
And Dean has to tell her that she didn't let it happen, because she's dead. And Dean just wants so so so bad to change it, to "stop it," just like he did last time he went to the past.
But Sam's right. It's not enough. And Mary gets to lay eyes on Sammy with the knowledge that he is her son for the first time. God, even just thinking about this whole thing? CHILLS. ALL OVER THE PLACE. I NEED AN ELECTRIC BLANKET IN ORDER TO EVEN THINK ABOUT THIS EPISODE, FOR REAL.
SO SAM SUGGESTS THAT HE AND DEAN ARE NEVER BORN IN THE FIRST PLACE. D:
DEAN AGREES WITH THAT, AND THEY'RE FUCKING ~OKAY~ WITH NEVER BEING BORN. THEY WOULD QUITE HAPPILY LIKE TO NOT BE BORN. BOYS, YOU ARE MAKING MY HEART BLEED.
DUDES, OF COURSE YOUR MOM IS NOT GOING TO BE OKAY WITH HER SONS NEVER BEING BORN, YOU DOOFUSES. HUNTERS OR NOT, SHE STILL LOVES YOU OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD
And then we find out that it's too late for them to not be born because BABY DEAN IS ALREADY IN HER TUMMY :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
JDALKSJD;LKSAJDLKSA THIS WHOLE FUCKING ATAKD;JSKALDJSALK DEAN AND SAM STANDING GUARD IN FRONT OF THEIR MOM AND DAD AND AJKDSL;JSAKDLJSA;LDKSAJDSA;
SAMMY'S GONNA DIE AGAIN WTF.
KALJ;DLKAJSD;LSAJDKSAJLSA OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD MICHAEL HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK MICHAEL
MICHAEL IS SO HOT HE WILL MAKE YOU SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST MOTHER FUCKER
DUDE DUDE DUDE. Okay, so 5.01 I have been dancing in my pants at the thought of seeing Dean as Michael. THIS? MAKES ME WANT IT SO MUCH MORE. THE WAY HE CARRIES HIMSELF, THE WAY HE SPEAKS, OMG YOU GUYS I CANNOT WAIT FOR MICHAEL!DEAN.
IN THE MEANTIME, I AM MORE THAN SATISFIED IN MICHAEL BEING ALL UP INSIDE JOHN, THOUGH.
Dean comes face to face with his dude for the first time, and the first thing he does is point at Sam and demand that Michael fixes him. XD
I watched this exchange probably ten times last night before I went to bed, and I still can't put my finger on why I love it so much. When I figured out that Michael was eventually going to be on the show, I started trying to imagine what he'd be like, and this? This is everything I pictured, and also nothing like I pictured. He's fucking PERFECT. He's capturing the righteousness of Michael, which is one thing that Michael is DEFINITELY known for, and Dean can even relate TO it. But mixed in with all that righteousness is this superiority complex, which Dean definitely can't relate to. Maybe S1 Dean, maybe somewhere in there he might've thought that he was the better son because he always obeyed, but certainly not now.
And I'm thinking back to Dean's conversation with Lucifer in 5.04, and pointing out the massive size of Lucifer's ego. However much Dean and Sam might be able to relate to Michael and Lucifer, there's the difference. Michael and Lucifer think very, very highly of themselves, and damn everyone else. Dean and Sam didn't even want to be born, and tried to make that happen, and they are caring and watching out for the whole fucking planet.
LOLOLOLOL, SIX DEGREES OF HEAVEN BACON. DEAN, ILU.
But oh, GOD. Michael "practically raised" Lucifer (I don't get that, but I won't poke at it), took care of him. Dean doesn't want to hear what Michael's saying. Dean doesn't want to empathize with Michael in any way, shape or form.
So God knew that Michael might have to kill Lucifer. I wonder if God whispered that in Michael's ear just before he disappeared and "left the building." And even though Michael loves Lucifer, here comes that superiority complex again. Just so you guys know, I'm waiting quite impatiently for the meta comparing Michael to S1 Dean.
S1, Scarecrow:
Sam: "I don’t understand the blind faith you have in the man. I mean, it’s like you don’t even question him."
Dean: "Yeah, it’s called being a good son!"
Now:
Dean: "So you're just gonna do whatever God says?"
Michael: "Yes, because I am a good son."
*FLAILS EVERYWHERE* "FREE WILL IS AN ILLUSION." HOW THE FUCK IS THIS EPISODE SO GOOD? (AND YAY FOR FINDING OUT THAT MICHAEL WON'T LEAVE DEAN IN A DROOLING MESS.)
MICHAEL IS SO FUCKING SMUG. YOU GUYS, I AM PROBABLY GOING TO SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST WHEN WE GET TO SEE MICHAEL!DEAN, AND HE WON'T EVEN HAVE TO TOUCH ME.
Completely fucking adore how Michael reaches out and kind of adjusts Dean's coat, like he's checking up on his vessel, making sure he's ready. You guys. YOU GUYS.
Godddd, Dean's face at "I'll see you soon." Dean can't even argue, make a smart aleck remark. He can't say anything.
Yes, I know Michael left Cas in 1978. We don't know what Michael would do to Cas. He might not care, or he might. I'd rather not chance Michael making Castiel spontaneously combust. BUT IT'S OKAY, BECAUSE CAS FOUND THEM ANYWAY. :D
LOLOLOLOLOL FIRST SAM, THEN DEAN'S ALL "CAS?!?!?!" *GRABS*
CAS IS ADORABLE. JUST SAYIN.'
"I'M VERY SURPRISED." XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD AND THEN IT LOOKS LIKE HE TRIES TO SMILE - OHGAWDCASSMILE - AT SAM - "YAY SAM'S NOT DEAD! \O/"
BUT THEN HE PASSES OUT BEFORE HE CAN SMILE D:
"TEAM FREE WILL." <33333333 One ex-blood junkie, one drop-out with $6 to his name, and Mr. Comatose. I'M SORRY THAT I'VE JUST BEEN REPEATING EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED IN THE SHOW THROUGH THIS WHOLE THING. IT WAS ALL SO FUCKING EPIC THAT I CAN'T ADD ANYTHING.
And throughout this whole ep, thanks to Michael? Nothing changed. Sam's still going to be born. Mary's still gonna sing "Hey Jude" to Dean. Baby Dean will still love kicking things when he's still in the womb. Mary's still gonna walk into that nursery.
The song remains the same.
LOLOL, THIS SHIT TOOK ME OVER SIX HOURS. (I kept getting interrupted, though, but still. SIX FUCKING HOURS, WHAT.)
EDIT: I TOTALLY HAD THIS DREAM LAST NIGHT, WHICH IS BIG NEWS 'CUZ I DON'T REMEMBER MY DREAMS EVER:
I WAS DEAN IN THE DREAM, AND TRAPPED IN A HOUSE WITH SAM AND CASTIEL AND BOBBY AND RUFUS AND MICHAEL WAS STALKING EVERYONE. EVERYONE KEPT SHOWING UP DEAD WHENEVER THEY WOULD STRAY, JUST TO GET TO ME. ER, DEAN. Yeah, that was kinda freaky.