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Juz got bak from the womens NA mtg thismorning and a 1 hour outing to a detox centre to meet other chix so we could set a good example to em. None ov us hardly talked, we had a barbie (bbq) n sat around introducing ourselves and looking at the ground most ov the time. . . the visit was cut short bcuz us rehab chix wanted to leave early so we asked the bullshitartist ov our group, Sam, to pretend her 3 y/o daughter was sik. This is my last day @ the sh-thouse, i'm moving out tomorra bak to my home and searching for a better rehab with no disease in the house. When I first moved here Ize expecting most ov the peeps to have gap missing teeth an be nonstop swearing and no idea on manners or style, which came to be true. But forgot I would b at risk o disease. Not only that - I knew they'd be ugly/ordinary lesbo's.
Yesterday we did yoga + meditation. The 9 ov us were bending over, twisting in all diffrent positions in a small living room. It's a nitemare doing yoga in fronta scary looking mental c--ts with the worst wacking scars eva. I didn't feel any different after it, yoga does not keep you fit. The older reso's (chix who have moved into the transition house after 9months ov rehab) were staring at us so I said "what"? an they turned away finally. Tonite someone iz cooking and I'm going to a thai restaurant on my own. I had put in the request book that ize goin to an AA mtg in Manly tonite but I don't have to go even tho it got approved. Im packing my stuff and leaving tomorra mornin. So much Uni catching up to do, fiercely. Big tyme. An seein my frienz! + talkin to my perfect frienz on here.