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I'm going good recovery wise. . . . . struggling and fightin against former self. Keeping to myself also. I don't trust a word anyone says. Yesterday I found out that TWO bitches in this house have hep c. Now, each reso (resident) has to cook once per week for everyone. . . I had my turn last week and I wore gloves for simple hygiene. . . last nite I walked into the kitchen and busted the hep c dog preparing dinner without gloves.
what the f--------------------------------
"don't you wear gloves when you cook for other people"? I asked. Sam (and it's her fake name! her real name is Sandra King. The slut) said "darlin I washed my hands", with a straight face.
Without a second thought, I slammed the kitchen door and walked up to my tiny room. I sat on my bed thinking ov what to do. Ov course I would ov bashed the f--k outta her in any other situation, thats why I had to sit down and think this time. I have too many ideas. And she has a 3 year old daughter who still doesn't know how to talk becuz her slut mother never taught her, so I'm going to teach her a lesson the hard way. I will indirectly show her how lowlifed she is. . . without making myself uncomfortable, and be awake to her shifty ways - i've already found out the real deal with her but I won't tell her. If i could k-ll her without leaving evidence behind, there's no doubt in the world I would, and enjoy it. :|
I'm off restrictions as ov last week, "lucky" enuff my curfew is 10pm now. . . . 10pm where my every movement has to be pre-recorded in a diary that gets checked and approved by staff beforehand. i hate living here, i will be perfect if i live anywhere else. I dont wana go to jail for murder. I will do it any day now an i'm not happy about murdering a scumbag female.
Delete me off yur list whoever you are reading this - ages ago you were ashamed that you talked to me and yes you are a wimp whoeva ya are. i hate ppl who write crap in their journals i.e i am masturbating. wat a fucking idiot. . . 4get it
what the f--------------------------------
"don't you wear gloves when you cook for other people"? I asked. Sam (and it's her fake name! her real name is Sandra King. The slut) said "darlin I washed my hands", with a straight face.
Without a second thought, I slammed the kitchen door and walked up to my tiny room. I sat on my bed thinking ov what to do. Ov course I would ov bashed the f--k outta her in any other situation, thats why I had to sit down and think this time. I have too many ideas. And she has a 3 year old daughter who still doesn't know how to talk becuz her slut mother never taught her, so I'm going to teach her a lesson the hard way. I will indirectly show her how lowlifed she is. . . without making myself uncomfortable, and be awake to her shifty ways - i've already found out the real deal with her but I won't tell her. If i could k-ll her without leaving evidence behind, there's no doubt in the world I would, and enjoy it. :|
I'm off restrictions as ov last week, "lucky" enuff my curfew is 10pm now. . . . 10pm where my every movement has to be pre-recorded in a diary that gets checked and approved by staff beforehand. i hate living here, i will be perfect if i live anywhere else. I dont wana go to jail for murder. I will do it any day now an i'm not happy about murdering a scumbag female.
Delete me off yur list whoever you are reading this - ages ago you were ashamed that you talked to me and yes you are a wimp whoeva ya are. i hate ppl who write crap in their journals i.e i am masturbating. wat a fucking idiot. . . 4get it