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so i just went through a good ol' bout of depression which included not wanting to get out of bed and crying on the bus. i realized how bad it was when i started crying in class yesterday. and then today i felt good and i went shopping and got my hair done and came home and my parents told me that my grandmother died earlier today. this is the first time i've had to deal with death. it's weird. and i was making a painting for my grandmother to bring her this summer. i guess it's kind of pointless now.
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so i just went through a good ol' bout of depression which included not wanting to get out of bed and crying on the bus. i realized how bad it was when i started crying in class yesterday. and then today i felt good and i went shopping and got my hair done and came home and my parents told me that my grandmother died earlier today. this is the first time i've had to deal with death. it's weird. and i was making a painting for my grandmother to bring her this summer. i guess it's kind of pointless now.