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Aug 16, 2012 19:52

Name: Natalie.
Stamping Preference:
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[ ] Female
[ x ] Best Fit (don't ask for both)

Describe your personality: My enneagram type would be 9, I think. I am also a Dreamy Idealist i.e. IntrovertediNtuitiveFeelingPerceiving. On the very popular daemon quiz, my result was Multi-Faceted Soul and I think it fits me very well. My zodiac sign is a Gemini, although I feel that Libra or Pisces could've fit me slightly better. I do think that Gemini fits me in a way that I have quite a lot of sides to my personality, nevertheless.

Let's see, now... I'm a person with a lot of flaws, the biggest one being my shyness, I may even seem anti-social to some; I really have trouble with talking freely to people at first, although afterward I open up a little and become very fun and friendly, although still not really outgoing, more like open. I can't stand seeing others in physical or mental pain very much, as it sort of transfers to me each time, and in that way I'm very sensitive; which usually turns out in me trying to awkwardly help with cheering others up and standing up for them, even when I honestly can't even stand up for myself, haha. I can sometimes be selfish, but still deep inside I care a lot about others, even though I don't always show it. I'm also very polite and I highly respect rules, even if at times I do think some of them are just meaningless, I think I would have been a good class president who wouldn't bother anyone who doesn't want to be bothered. I despise depressing and sick things, such as cannibalism and murder in general, though I'm not ignorant and I do admit it exists and is a problem. I love LOVE! As well as fantasy, humor, romance and adventures.

I'm also slightly Type A tsundere, when I think about it, because I get very easily embarrassed when I talk about love or feelings and other things like that and I may not show my affection towards someone as openly as others. Let's just say I'm more of a shy tsundere type rather than outgoing tsundere type? I won't go around hitting the one I love, but I might give them the cold shoulder. Despite my wagon of flaws, I do believe I'm not obnoxious or immature, I always speak in a very peaceful manner and even my ever-constant irritation isn't very easy to spot, it takes a lot to make me act like a, well, normal person. One other thing I feel is worth mentioning is the fact that I'm a huge homebody, while I like fresh air and seeing new places can be quite fascinating, I'm probably as far as someone who has wanderlust as possible, I don't feel comfortable being far away from home.

"Good advice. If I listened earlier, I wouldn't be here. But that's just the trouble with me. I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom follow it." - me in a nutshell.

Positive Traits: Internally strong, imaginative, friendly, intelligent, funny (or I try to be, that is, haha), understanding, sympathetic, a peacemaker, curious, flexible, thoughtful, kindhearted, conscientious, forgiving, honest, but in a more gentle way; I try not to hurt people with the harsh or not so harsh truth unless I feel they deserve that.
Negative Traits: Sensitive, anxious, distractable, lazy, dependent, unsure, unfocused, initially guarded, finical, agreeable, spontaneous, bossy, impatient (to a point), grumpy. The following traits don't show nearly as much as others, but I do feel they need to be there to have a better picture: selfish/spoiled, critical, petty, feisty, prideful.
Hobbies and interests: Besides the obvious such as technology (it doesn't love me back ;;), internet and the somewhat fascination I have with the human mind, I love reading, even though I don't get to do it as much as I did before now because of the computer, haha. Nevertheless, it has always been one of the things I loved most about life and it has made me believe in the better world quite a few times when I felt like forgetting good things exist. Letting go of being emotional but not really, books also almost always make me so very excited and one of the few things that can make my heart skip one thousand beats and weird out everyone, haha. I also like listening to my mp3-player and good music in general, but it's hardly a hobby because I only listen to it, my own singing is terrible, hah. I did try to learn playing a harp, though. I'd prefer not to get into detail about that LOL. Oh, I almost forgot that I like collecting things a lot, too, while I'm not a terribly good collector, either, I still love the little things I own, especially the books I mentioned above :D One last thing might feel a little weird coming from me, but sometimes I really enjoy competition, in whatever. It makes it much more fun for me!
Dislikes: Having to take a lot of medicine, which doesn't help the matter really, because I do have to take a lot of it still. Don't worry, I'm not a crazy person who needs to be medicated all the time, I just have an unfortunate disease and an my mum's unfortunate love for pills, haha. Also, certain supporters of gay rights or feminism or other "popular" cultures who seriously are losing it with taking everything way too seriously and not even letting others state their honest opinion; people who like to bring others down because they're not cool enough, in whatever sense... but I guess the most common would be school bullying; drugs, alcohol, having to breathe smoky air, boiled vegetables, bitter chocolate and bitter things in general, unfairness, having to listen to betchy authority, being left alone when all I want is to be with someone.
How are you described by others?: Let me think, they often say I'm cute, very very often for sure... it's one trait that people never fail to see in me; I can't say I get it entirely well, haha. They also say I'm honest, strong, sheltered, lazy and a bit selfish. Strangers usually think I'm either very collected and almost anti-social or very shy and need to open up, but you do need to know they are only strangers, and they're almost never right really :)

Are you more...
Introverted or extroverted? I hide my feelings a lot (sometimes successfully), but at the same time I'm very open with my close friends, I'll basically tell them anything as long as I feel they're willing to listen.
Optimistic, pessimistic, idealistic, or realistic? Realistic idealist :)
A leader or a follower? I'm not much of a leader, I don't handle pressure very well and I'm too emotional to be controlling a group of people. Although some people did say I could've been a great leader, I'd much rather be my own leader in my head. So yeah, I'm leaning a bit more towards a follower, even though I don't follow without thinking things through and sharing my thoughts on how to act with the leader.
Cynical or trusting? It's really hard to answer, but I'm thinking slightly more trusting than cynical.
Mature or childish? Mature, though I can get childish if I get overly frustrated.
Independent or dependent? Both in a weird way. I try to act independent around others (though to be completely honest, it rarely works out very well, lol), especially people I don't know, but inside I'm dependent. I don't know what I'd do without some of my friends and my family, they're too important to me to ever lose without it having a huge impact on my world.
Cool or dorky? Dorky, I... guess? I'm definitely not cool from my point of view, haha, and honestly I don't remember anyone ever describing me as cool. Though not as dorky either (I think), but since I myself feel I fit more into that category I'm gonna choose it.
Careful or carefree? Both, really! I'm extremely careful and cautious, to the point of worrying about things way too much, but at the same time most other times I'm quite carefree. If, for example, I trust you a lot, I'd be very carefree and open with you and you could easily trick me, haha. I know it isn't exactly something to be proud of or anything, but that's just how I am and it's hard to change!
High, medium, or low energy? I'm guessing something between medium and low most of the time, but it can suddenly jump to high with some things. Well, I try to hide that jump because most people don't get the things I get excited about, but it's nearly impossible.
Confident or modest? More modest than confident? I can be confident in certain areas, but I'm usually modest about anything I'm good at, at least outside. I just have way too much stuff going on in my brain that you probably don't want to know about either way, haha.

Favorite...
Quote? Here you go.
Movie? (please keep in mind that the order doesn't matter and I most likely love a LOT more than that, haha) Sleepy Hollow, Corpse Bride, Beauty and the Beast, Inception, Penelope, Romeo and Juliet, Cruel Intentions, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Kick-Ass, Scott Pilgrim vs. the World, the Hangover, the Breakfast Club, Letters to Juliet.
Type of music? Alternative rock, pop, drum-n-bass.
Color? Pink (usually its soft shades, though), aqua blue, lime green, purple, violet, the list goes on!
Animal? Rabbit, red panda, normal panda (xD), horse, dog.
Game genre? RPG, life simulation, visual novel.

A large asteroid is going to hit the Earth in 24 hours and the world is going to end! How do you spend your last moments? Laugh at how impossible that is, lol. Though honestly, I'd spend it with people I love, just talking to them, somehow that makes me feel some sense of security no matter what, haha.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change? I'd like to be less sensitive to whatever others think of me.
What are some of your future goals? I would like to get a well-payed job without much stress, I don't really care if it's boring or not because it's a job and I'm willing to sacrifice enjoyment here, haha. Getting into a remotely good university would have been cool too, I always wondered how it would be to study there. I would also like to travel somewhere like Belgium, London, Paris or Tokio. But most of all, I would like to fall in love. But I'm not sure if that's classified as a goal?
If you had to chose between saving those who are precious to you and all the inhabitants of an entire city, who would you save? As cruel as it sounds, I'd definitely save those who are precious to me. I just can never afford to lose them, no matter what happens. Who cares if the whole world will be happy and alive if I wouldn't be able to enjoy it at all? Don't get me wrong, I'd save those people if I had a chance, but compared to the ones precious to me, the choice is obvious.
How do you tend to act around those you don't know? Mostly distant (or shy really, but I try VERY hard not to show it and be cool, haha), not meeting anyone's eyes, but at the same time not too rude or anything, i.e. smiling slightly when I need to/being generally polite.

Are there any characters you absolutely do not want to be voted as? It would be great if you could avoid Porom!.
Anything else you'd like to add? Nope, I don't think so.

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