Jan 15, 2012 05:00
Going to Chicago Monday with Dave. He is my is my boyfriend as of Junish of 2011. I haven't left the state in a while.I just took some videos of myself sings and had to delete every one. They were embarrassing.I sang songs from Danzig, Ariel Pink, Bjork and even my old band Planet Sherbert. I felt goofy and drunk, mostly. Ben deleted me from his friends and I feel a bit off kilter. Just the other day I was thinking about how it would be nice to be friends w/ his new gf. And I recognized why his fb looked odd to me.
I feel old. I started a food blog. it will be good when i visit more restaurants. Mostly I miss my guy friends.
actually all of them.
sigh
i feel like i either need to make new friends or be my own. I miss everyone but i love what i have now.