Please just let me sleep
no, sorry to inform all of you, but this will not be an actual update. Like a summarry of recent events in my life. Why, you may ask? Cause it is not great. Things have the potnetial of picking up, including my working interview at a vet today after work. But I am not getting too excited about it because I will probably not be able to get the pay or hours i need to survive. But I do not knwo what they are offering yet. We will see, but I don't want to get all gidy to be crushed, so I am still pretty guarded about it.
had good times with friends this past week, but also some very hard times in other areas. Have not slept well because of stress or other reasons, which does not help at all. Had to have a "talk" with Pat last night - somehting that I would rather break a bone or go to the dentist than do. It was a long time coming and I of course did nt say things how I should have and felt incredibly guilty and vulnerable afterward. I hate the distance, but I love the guy, so what can you do? I just want to be with him.
Many prayers are needed. I have let some of my faith suffer in the past few months. Need to pray more and need to be easier on myself also. yes, those are two important things moving forward. Amoung other things. Can it be friday night yet?
had good times with friends this past week, but also some very hard times in other areas. Have not slept well because of stress or other reasons, which does not help at all. Had to have a "talk" with Pat last night - somehting that I would rather break a bone or go to the dentist than do. It was a long time coming and I of course did nt say things how I should have and felt incredibly guilty and vulnerable afterward. I hate the distance, but I love the guy, so what can you do? I just want to be with him.
Many prayers are needed. I have let some of my faith suffer in the past few months. Need to pray more and need to be easier on myself also. yes, those are two important things moving forward. Amoung other things. Can it be friday night yet?