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[vespertinewish]

another friday night and even though it's only 10:30 i'm gonna be going to bed very soon. seems like this has become a serious routine and as it turns out i actually like my family. i've been hanging out with cousins or sisters and parents a lot lately. this is totally okay and maybe this means i'm growing up. totally weird, i know. i have no energy for boozin and partying. sounds fun, but i'd rather be home for some reason. i've been thinking long and hard about school and my future. today i basically decided i have to take a year off after i finish up this year at santa ana college. just a few more classes for my AA and i basically already have a certificate in fashion merchandising. i think this will hold me off while i get a full time job and pay off my debt for one year. i guess i really don't need to move out next fall, even though that sounds really nice. reality is i can't afford it and god knows i can not afford real college tuition. i am excited to be fixing my jaw next summer then spending a few weeks in jalos. i've been dreaming about my days in mexico.
i must admit, the one thing that sucks about being home and being lazy all the time is missing my friends.