sweetheart blue

[verymandy]

I wake up sad every single day
And I work hard every day to make myself happy.
I am very successful at making myself happy.

I use my world
I use technology
I use my friends
I use my prayers
I use music
I use food and drugs, especially coffee :D
I use logic and thought
I use pretty things
I use :) :) :) (happy faces)

I have to wonder what is making me sad, though.