13 days then im back in action
so...i was dragged into myspace and i havent looked back since. and then i looked back and reviewed all of my fantabulous entries on livejournal and saw just how much they touched each and every one of my thousands of devoted readers lives' and i thought to myself "eh, what the hell." so here i am. whats been happening lately is the worst moment in my life followed by the most unbearably boring two months of my life and now im here...in the home streatch of my suspension...falling into deep depression at the realization of what i have lost. and here it is;
*not only has my family lost inconcievable ammounts of respect and trust for me, i am also never allowed to set foot near my cousin until he is 142 because my aunt said so...which hurt bc i love that kid.*after sitting the bench on varsity basketball for my first 3 years of high school this year i would have been a captain and at the very least second string #2 guard or #3 forward, my hard work and cheery team spirit would have FINALLY paid off...tryouts are happening right this minute and im still 13 days away from even seeing the court, which means that erin will not b on the team this year, and the past 3 years on the team have been for absolutely nothing * i am not allowed to hang out with just about any of my friends and the friends my parents are allowing me to chill with (starting in 13 days, as of now i am still under parental house arrest) i cant spend the night out like ever and if i do antyhing bad at all between now and senior week, i wont be allowed to go...and i ahve very devious plans for that week so im going to behave until like march or april or whenever it is...which is impossible for me * i have lost all hopes of a relationship with either of my parents beyond forced dinner convorsation; "how was your day" "fine, how was yours?" "fine".......because all my parents say now are degrading things about the choices ive made and rude remarks about what an awful daughter i am that just make me feel like shit eveyr single day*
these among other things are what is going on. i no, i no. it sounds like WAY TOO MUCH FUN and you all wish you were here with me. but we're not all as lucky as miss erin now are we? no. psh losers.
more to come in the next 13 days since im home all day every day with nothing to do but reflect and listen to my retarded homeschool english teacher ask me the same fucking questions about chaucer and the canterbury tales over and over and OVER AND OVER AND OVER until i want to kill her then die. the end.
*not only has my family lost inconcievable ammounts of respect and trust for me, i am also never allowed to set foot near my cousin until he is 142 because my aunt said so...which hurt bc i love that kid.*after sitting the bench on varsity basketball for my first 3 years of high school this year i would have been a captain and at the very least second string #2 guard or #3 forward, my hard work and cheery team spirit would have FINALLY paid off...tryouts are happening right this minute and im still 13 days away from even seeing the court, which means that erin will not b on the team this year, and the past 3 years on the team have been for absolutely nothing * i am not allowed to hang out with just about any of my friends and the friends my parents are allowing me to chill with (starting in 13 days, as of now i am still under parental house arrest) i cant spend the night out like ever and if i do antyhing bad at all between now and senior week, i wont be allowed to go...and i ahve very devious plans for that week so im going to behave until like march or april or whenever it is...which is impossible for me * i have lost all hopes of a relationship with either of my parents beyond forced dinner convorsation; "how was your day" "fine, how was yours?" "fine".......because all my parents say now are degrading things about the choices ive made and rude remarks about what an awful daughter i am that just make me feel like shit eveyr single day*
these among other things are what is going on. i no, i no. it sounds like WAY TOO MUCH FUN and you all wish you were here with me. but we're not all as lucky as miss erin now are we? no. psh losers.
more to come in the next 13 days since im home all day every day with nothing to do but reflect and listen to my retarded homeschool english teacher ask me the same fucking questions about chaucer and the canterbury tales over and over and OVER AND OVER AND OVER until i want to kill her then die. the end.