Sep 20, 2006 14:17
What's happened to me? How did I ever let it get this far?
Why do people lie...or soften it?
I hit the point that i finally realized what had gone on....
Why didn't anyone tell me?...
or did they with comments and questions but i was dense and too lifeless already to have seen...
or did they like me the way i was...
were they too afraid to say something...
How could i be so blind?
Why didn't I care before?
Why don't you care?
Why do you care?
Since when?
Does it even matter?
I remembered muff today...I don't think of her that often..why not?
Is that dwelling? am i trying to forget...would it make me happy?
what do i want?
what makes me happy?
hope
Where did it all come from? Where did it all go?