NO MORE CHOCOLATE
Ugh, remind me not to eat chocolate again for a long time. Ugh....I haven't felt so disembodied in a LONG TIME. This sucks. I hate the way chocolate makes me feel. Well maybe that's because I ate way too much of it. In any case, my head has been buzzy all day, I'm restless, can't concentrate or think clearly, and it's really hard for me to feel like I'm here...to feel grounded, embodied, present, however you want to say it. Man, last week was amazing: I felt so focused, naturally disciplined, and creative. Then Saturday came and I just lay around the house doing nothing. I don't even REMEMBER what I did. Yesterday was more of the same + a ton of Marlon's chocolate chip cookies. Today was...more of the same, + more cookies, + researching World of Warcraft and Everquest II as potential winter break addictions. -_- Nyaah. Okay, my patience for this is running out. Going to do some yoga to see if I can relax this frazzled chocolate brain. Ew, I feel gross.