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The days are long and I'm just a little tired...
I just can't shake the fealing recently that I as a person am merely a construct of my own design; and that all of the things that I, or anyone else for that matter, hold dear are merely ideas we've convinced ourselves of.
I really do love life, but I honestly can't see how it goes on after death.
I see only oblivian for us all, but I guess I'll try to fight it for as long as I live. What other choice is there? To lay down and die, I don't fucking think so.
Either which way I suppose it doesn't really matter as you can only do the best you can do, regardless of what if anything remains after we die...
I wonder why I let this get to me? Then again, I wonder why I even wonder about it at all. Whatever will be will be I suppose, but that doesn't mean the things I or anyone else does has no impact.
What is important?
Everything & nothing.
Screw it, I just have to do whatever it is that is right be me, I suppose.
uncertainty obscures conviction
Cela vie
I just can't shake the fealing recently that I as a person am merely a construct of my own design; and that all of the things that I, or anyone else for that matter, hold dear are merely ideas we've convinced ourselves of.
I really do love life, but I honestly can't see how it goes on after death.
I see only oblivian for us all, but I guess I'll try to fight it for as long as I live. What other choice is there? To lay down and die, I don't fucking think so.
Either which way I suppose it doesn't really matter as you can only do the best you can do, regardless of what if anything remains after we die...
I wonder why I let this get to me? Then again, I wonder why I even wonder about it at all. Whatever will be will be I suppose, but that doesn't mean the things I or anyone else does has no impact.
What is important?
Everything & nothing.
Screw it, I just have to do whatever it is that is right be me, I suppose.
uncertainty obscures conviction
Cela vie