Feb 07, 2006 03:45
It's truly is amazing how much the heart can love. When one can look back to a mear 6 months ago and be able to say that their heart belonged to no one and to look at themselves now and not be able to imagine their lives without that special person is actually quite remarkable. I thought the heart could olny give so much, and only take so much as well. I didn't even want a relationship when he came along. I was only looking for someone to have some fun with. And I knew what the situation was and didn't think that anything was going to be able to happen between for a long while. (I knew we would be together in the future though.) What a shame it would have been had we put things off for even longer. It is a sad thing for us to have waited for as long as we did to be together. I never thought that I would be able to tell how someone felt about me only by their actions and not so much with his words. I knew that we were going to fall in love the first time we kissed. I look at him and I see the most amazing man I have ever met in my life, and I didn't think he existed. I always hoped he would, though. I always dreamt up this wonderful man that was the typical tall, dark, and handsome... with the brute strength and tattooes, and beautiful eyes that you could look into and see his soul. I can't say enough great things about this man.