When I Strain My Thoughts to Push This Thread I Sew, It's Some Kind of Future That I Can Be Sure Of
I'm really tired a lot lately....I'm going to account that to my recent incessant internet hours, but not do anything about it. Ever have so much stuff to do that instead of worrying about it and actually doing it you just don't? That's me right now. Last night I started freaking out about this speech I have to give in Women's Studies on Monday. My group wants to wear matching shirts and are planning on playing this really cheesy video....I'm going to DIE! If passing the class didn't depend on this project, I'd totally bail, that's how freaked out I am. I'm such a baby. Then there's finals to study for and that eeeevil tech test, again. I don't really know how to study for that one. It was the math part that killed me and I haven't gotten any smarter in the past month so I still don't know how to do it. I don't really want to fail it again....that kinda sucked. I've been so busy worrying about these things and not doing anything about them that I've been occupying most of my time with this computer and my friends. Two groups of people have pretty much merged into who I now hang with. Lots of cones were involved. I was rereading my last entry and am happy to report that I don't feel like that any more. I'm me, probably always slightly pensive but content nontheless. Work, school, work, school schedules are changing to only work, which is way better. I've been left on my own a lot lately, I actually tell people what to do sometimes, it's pretty weird. But pretty cool at the same time. Responsibilities have a strange way of making people feel needed. Chester has taken to being a pest lately. He refuses to eat or sleep without me here most of the time. When I'm on my computer late at night and he's tired he fishes into places he knows he's not supposed to be and chews things up, then stops as soon as he sees me go to bed. Its freaky how human he is sometimes. I think he thinks that he's one too. JAMES CLEANED RAMBOS CAGE!!!!OMG!!!! That is awesome. I love it when he gets bored, I usually get a car wash or something out of it. Wow, I can't believe how excited that got me...I lead a sad, sad life. I must redeem myself with an interesting story....so the uhlans decided my car needed some cones on it the other night, but I caught them in the act and watched from my window as they piled cones on top of my little focus. When they realized I was there they sped off, but came back 3 more times. And me, being as awesome as I am, detected them each and every other time (Chester helped too :P ). The last time they decided to use a game cheat and beat the level by just waving to me as they put the final cones on my car, making it an even 10. Good times good times