31 Days Meme, Day 17
17. What is your most proud moment?
I think this is another stupid question. Once you get past... oh, I don't know, high school, you realize that life is a series of moments, a series of decisions, and you can't reasonably pick out one single one that you're most proud of or most ashamed of or would most like to change or whatever the question is, because everything is interconnected. So questions like this kind of piss me off. As far as answering the question... this whole last year was a part of my proudest moments- those are the decisions that led me to finally go back to school and do well.
☁ Haven't heard anything about the apartment one way or another, so I'm thinking he was too freaked out about me not wanting him to call my mother. Honestly, I feel like I should be more upset about it than I am, but like I said, I'd just needed it to be over one way or another. Now it's over. I didn't get it, which sucks, but on the other hand, that gives me time to really work on cleaning and getting stuff packed away and all of that. Hopefully nothing bad happens in the meantime and then I'll try again over winter break, or maybe even next summer if I really have to. Also, I have to talk to Kelly at the very least about not hitting the panic button on me constantly. I probably can't do much about my mom doing it, but Kelly can at least do me a favor and not scare the living hell out of me every other minute. I've lost so much sleep this summer because of that bullshit that it's ridiculous. I think I'll also just try to be home the least amount as possible during the week to avoid unwanted interactions as much as I can.
☁ New round of blind_go is up! I signed up, but now I'm wondering what the hell I was thinking, between classes starting again in a little over a week and RL drama and everything else. Just. Ungh. I'm looking through the bunny folder to see if there's anything that's in there I can use and haven't told other people about at some point. I think I'm kind of screwed. Whoops? But we'll see.
☁ Haven't done any more left handwriting practice because my left hand/wrist has been sore ever since I did that the first time, sooooooo.... probably not a good idea to piss it off further, I figure.
☁ In other news, there's an indie game on Steam called Magical Diary that's super adorable. It's kind of brainless fluff, but cute. It's kind of a Harry Potter ripoff meets dating sim, but the dating sim part isn't mandatory, and there are actually gay romance options, which is pretty cool. And there's a discussion of gender neutral pronouns, which is also doubly cool. (Although, that being said, you HAVE to play as a female, which I feel like kind of negates that a bit, but eh. It's a start, right?) And with multiple endings and some 25 badges, I feel like it's totally worth fifteen bucks, at least in my opinion.
☁ Aaand just stated ep 36 of Naruto. I'm hating it less now, although I'm getting to the point where the exam is getting a little grating in the "come ON, is it done yet, jfc" way. But not nearly as bad as before- at least things are happening this time.
On that note, I'm trying to get through these few more episodes and then will probably go to bed- goal is 1am at the latest. I need to get my sleep back into shape so I don't totally hate myself in a little over a week when classes start again. Either way, it's an adjustment that's going to suck, but I can try to make it suck as little as possible, anyway.
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This has been crossposted to my DW account. You are free to comment either here or there, if you'd like to comment. Preferably here, but it doesn't really matter. Whichever one works for you. :D
I think this is another stupid question. Once you get past... oh, I don't know, high school, you realize that life is a series of moments, a series of decisions, and you can't reasonably pick out one single one that you're most proud of or most ashamed of or would most like to change or whatever the question is, because everything is interconnected. So questions like this kind of piss me off. As far as answering the question... this whole last year was a part of my proudest moments- those are the decisions that led me to finally go back to school and do well.
☁ Haven't heard anything about the apartment one way or another, so I'm thinking he was too freaked out about me not wanting him to call my mother. Honestly, I feel like I should be more upset about it than I am, but like I said, I'd just needed it to be over one way or another. Now it's over. I didn't get it, which sucks, but on the other hand, that gives me time to really work on cleaning and getting stuff packed away and all of that. Hopefully nothing bad happens in the meantime and then I'll try again over winter break, or maybe even next summer if I really have to. Also, I have to talk to Kelly at the very least about not hitting the panic button on me constantly. I probably can't do much about my mom doing it, but Kelly can at least do me a favor and not scare the living hell out of me every other minute. I've lost so much sleep this summer because of that bullshit that it's ridiculous. I think I'll also just try to be home the least amount as possible during the week to avoid unwanted interactions as much as I can.
☁ New round of blind_go is up! I signed up, but now I'm wondering what the hell I was thinking, between classes starting again in a little over a week and RL drama and everything else. Just. Ungh. I'm looking through the bunny folder to see if there's anything that's in there I can use and haven't told other people about at some point. I think I'm kind of screwed. Whoops? But we'll see.
☁ Haven't done any more left handwriting practice because my left hand/wrist has been sore ever since I did that the first time, sooooooo.... probably not a good idea to piss it off further, I figure.
☁ In other news, there's an indie game on Steam called Magical Diary that's super adorable. It's kind of brainless fluff, but cute. It's kind of a Harry Potter ripoff meets dating sim, but the dating sim part isn't mandatory, and there are actually gay romance options, which is pretty cool. And there's a discussion of gender neutral pronouns, which is also doubly cool. (Although, that being said, you HAVE to play as a female, which I feel like kind of negates that a bit, but eh. It's a start, right?) And with multiple endings and some 25 badges, I feel like it's totally worth fifteen bucks, at least in my opinion.
☁ Aaand just stated ep 36 of Naruto. I'm hating it less now, although I'm getting to the point where the exam is getting a little grating in the "come ON, is it done yet, jfc" way. But not nearly as bad as before- at least things are happening this time.
On that note, I'm trying to get through these few more episodes and then will probably go to bed- goal is 1am at the latest. I need to get my sleep back into shape so I don't totally hate myself in a little over a week when classes start again. Either way, it's an adjustment that's going to suck, but I can try to make it suck as little as possible, anyway.
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This has been crossposted to my DW account. You are free to comment either here or there, if you'd like to comment. Preferably here, but it doesn't really matter. Whichever one works for you. :D