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The humidity has been draining all the energy I wish I had today. Kenneth and I worked on music for a little while but we didn't have the house to ourselves long enough to quench our musical creativity burst. That's okay, we still have plenty of time and I'm very proud of the songs we've been writing.
Consequently I have found myself at another point in my life where I don't really need a lot of contact with the world. I have stepped back a bit from other pass times and hobbies. I like to go out but come home after a little while maybe once a week or even less. Staying away from home for days and days hasn't sounded appealing to me in months. I think work eats up a lot of my lust to be around people. And I've just realized finally (finally once again I should say) That having a lot of friends is like being stuck a video game. The whole group makes up the rules as they go and and the thing that people try to give back to it is their own personal structure. A circulating whirlpool is not fun to watch. Well maybe, if you're the one stirring it but I just see myself sitting there staring at it out of boredom these days. So I'm trying to create new forms of energy release for myself.
I am very glad that I am working though. It's great to be earning money again and I have a lot of ideas of what I'm going to do now that I'm saving again. I am starvasously longing for another trip but this time I would like some one to accompany me. I go on so many little adventures by myself but I'd like to experience a cool distant trip with someone I know well.
My friend Kyle and I want to meet each other sometime next spring, We don't exactly know when or where. Kyle wants me to go to germany with him again (Kyle is a friend of mine from Georgia who also speaks german fluently.) But since there's so many things I want to do with The Epicene this year, I don't know if I'll have enough money to go there again so soon. But germany will again one day see my arrival. I can't wait to go back especially since my german skills have improved enormously. But I might just end up taking a bus to atlanta georgia and meeting him there. He lives about 20 minutes from the city. I'll probably stay by myself in the city, but also go out and speak german with kyle of course :)
Consequently I have found myself at another point in my life where I don't really need a lot of contact with the world. I have stepped back a bit from other pass times and hobbies. I like to go out but come home after a little while maybe once a week or even less. Staying away from home for days and days hasn't sounded appealing to me in months. I think work eats up a lot of my lust to be around people. And I've just realized finally (finally once again I should say) That having a lot of friends is like being stuck a video game. The whole group makes up the rules as they go and and the thing that people try to give back to it is their own personal structure. A circulating whirlpool is not fun to watch. Well maybe, if you're the one stirring it but I just see myself sitting there staring at it out of boredom these days. So I'm trying to create new forms of energy release for myself.
I am very glad that I am working though. It's great to be earning money again and I have a lot of ideas of what I'm going to do now that I'm saving again. I am starvasously longing for another trip but this time I would like some one to accompany me. I go on so many little adventures by myself but I'd like to experience a cool distant trip with someone I know well.
My friend Kyle and I want to meet each other sometime next spring, We don't exactly know when or where. Kyle wants me to go to germany with him again (Kyle is a friend of mine from Georgia who also speaks german fluently.) But since there's so many things I want to do with The Epicene this year, I don't know if I'll have enough money to go there again so soon. But germany will again one day see my arrival. I can't wait to go back especially since my german skills have improved enormously. But I might just end up taking a bus to atlanta georgia and meeting him there. He lives about 20 minutes from the city. I'll probably stay by myself in the city, but also go out and speak german with kyle of course :)