it has been forever and a day.
wow, i don't know why i've stoped writing in here... perhaps i've been discouraged by lack of friendly comments, perhaps i'm just a lazy piece of shit who can't keep up with anything he starts... but that's distressing, we'll hope for a third, less negative cause.
an update on life for those not near me geographically:
soccer is over, twas frustrating but we ended up in third. that's all i have to say about that for now.
i am dating a girl. her name is anastasia wright. i call her ana, she makes me happy.
i'm overloading next quarter and the quarter after because this school hates me... but i like classes.
i am a terrible music major.
i am only a little better english major.
i want to make a movie and i want my friend bob (who doesn't know this yet) to write a score or some such thing... more accurately, i want him to do background music on his guitar, perhaps with other instruments... also, i think i want him to play me... that is a weird thing that i'm still working out in my head: you have been warned.
i'm still really discontent with things. i want to be happy and comfortable. i always have a vague feeling of impending doom and spinning out of control and i have no idea what the fuck that is all about.
i'm unbeleivably excited for matt and the rest of somerset, they make me happy. seeing someone you love, do what they love is one of the best feelings imaginable, it gives me hope for my future and life.
this is getting too "emo" again.
i think i might start talking more of feelings here again... mostly because i share all my good times with good people... this doesn't mean that my good times aren't shared with people who i don't consider good (that was confusing, i will try again)
just because you aren't here, doesn't mean i don't want to be sharing these amazing times with you, it's just that i'm sure i will tell you it all in stories anyway... i'd hate to see you and have nothing new to say.
i need simpicity.
maybe i should clean my room.
maybe i should go to bed.
tomorrow:
modernism, lunch, aural comp, QR (math) midterm, conducting, lifting, exit soccer meeting, dinner
that was a glimpse into my day-to-day existance.... it's a little scary, but mostly fun... plus i think i have a date with ana tomorrow night... so things are good.
goodnight all,
perhaps, if this goes over well, i will write more.... or not.
.david.
an update on life for those not near me geographically:
soccer is over, twas frustrating but we ended up in third. that's all i have to say about that for now.
i am dating a girl. her name is anastasia wright. i call her ana, she makes me happy.
i'm overloading next quarter and the quarter after because this school hates me... but i like classes.
i am a terrible music major.
i am only a little better english major.
i want to make a movie and i want my friend bob (who doesn't know this yet) to write a score or some such thing... more accurately, i want him to do background music on his guitar, perhaps with other instruments... also, i think i want him to play me... that is a weird thing that i'm still working out in my head: you have been warned.
i'm still really discontent with things. i want to be happy and comfortable. i always have a vague feeling of impending doom and spinning out of control and i have no idea what the fuck that is all about.
i'm unbeleivably excited for matt and the rest of somerset, they make me happy. seeing someone you love, do what they love is one of the best feelings imaginable, it gives me hope for my future and life.
this is getting too "emo" again.
i think i might start talking more of feelings here again... mostly because i share all my good times with good people... this doesn't mean that my good times aren't shared with people who i don't consider good (that was confusing, i will try again)
just because you aren't here, doesn't mean i don't want to be sharing these amazing times with you, it's just that i'm sure i will tell you it all in stories anyway... i'd hate to see you and have nothing new to say.
i need simpicity.
maybe i should clean my room.
maybe i should go to bed.
tomorrow:
modernism, lunch, aural comp, QR (math) midterm, conducting, lifting, exit soccer meeting, dinner
that was a glimpse into my day-to-day existance.... it's a little scary, but mostly fun... plus i think i have a date with ana tomorrow night... so things are good.
goodnight all,
perhaps, if this goes over well, i will write more.... or not.
.david.