More of the usual, sorry. x.o;
Yeah, getting worse before I get better. :/ Killer headache.
Went to Aikido, since I missed last week. And he marked me absent the week before, wtf. D: I'll probably fix that next class. I'm pretty certain I was there, since I went to the townhouse afterwards. D:
Aikido went okay for most of it. He wound up keeping us 20 minutes late for no reason, which sucked, since I wasn't feeling well. D: So I was fine for the actually time the class lasted, but after that I just kind of died. :/ I'm still dead. I should be sleeping, but I feel like I need to do work, but I'm not doing work either. :/ I should watch Netflix so I can finally get rid of them. I returned one today, so Ruth, you should get your movie sometime relatively soon?
But it's two hours long, and I was dead hours ago, so I dunno. :/ Stupid dining hall was out of orange juice when I got there for dinner, so I had to have apple juice instead because that seemed like the only moderately healthy alternative. And then they had nothing to eat, so I had more soup. :/ I dunno. The soup was decent. It was a lot better during lunch, though, so it sucked having it twice and going "Huh. Not as good. ._." buut... it's probably good for me right now? It was warm, which was nice, since I'm like, freezing for no reason.
I used Zycam, since I did bring it, so woo. Hopefully that'll help me out. Stole a bunch more fruit from the dining hall. I like how I've been eating fruit and everything a lot recently, so I've gotten sick. Wtf, me. I guess it's more just the stress and frequent breakdowns. :/
Yeah, I dunno. I'm in one of those moods where I'm realizing nothing's right for me, I suck at everything a I love, and all the people I love and respect most actually don't give a damn about me at all. Which isn't true, it's just all the people who are in some way obligated to give a damn about me apparently don't. All my friends are good, which is really nice. :/ I just feel bad about whining to them all the time.
Yeah, I'll stop now. Really depressed, blahblahblah, you know the drill.
I just kind of wish that it was being sick that made me depressed, and not the other way around. :/ Then I'd feel like I had more of a solution for it.
Went to Aikido, since I missed last week. And he marked me absent the week before, wtf. D: I'll probably fix that next class. I'm pretty certain I was there, since I went to the townhouse afterwards. D:
Aikido went okay for most of it. He wound up keeping us 20 minutes late for no reason, which sucked, since I wasn't feeling well. D: So I was fine for the actually time the class lasted, but after that I just kind of died. :/ I'm still dead. I should be sleeping, but I feel like I need to do work, but I'm not doing work either. :/ I should watch Netflix so I can finally get rid of them. I returned one today, so Ruth, you should get your movie sometime relatively soon?
But it's two hours long, and I was dead hours ago, so I dunno. :/ Stupid dining hall was out of orange juice when I got there for dinner, so I had to have apple juice instead because that seemed like the only moderately healthy alternative. And then they had nothing to eat, so I had more soup. :/ I dunno. The soup was decent. It was a lot better during lunch, though, so it sucked having it twice and going "Huh. Not as good. ._." buut... it's probably good for me right now? It was warm, which was nice, since I'm like, freezing for no reason.
I used Zycam, since I did bring it, so woo. Hopefully that'll help me out. Stole a bunch more fruit from the dining hall. I like how I've been eating fruit and everything a lot recently, so I've gotten sick. Wtf, me. I guess it's more just the stress and frequent breakdowns. :/
Yeah, I dunno. I'm in one of those moods where I'm realizing nothing's right for me, I suck at everything a I love, and all the people I love and respect most actually don't give a damn about me at all. Which isn't true, it's just all the people who are in some way obligated to give a damn about me apparently don't. All my friends are good, which is really nice. :/ I just feel bad about whining to them all the time.
Yeah, I'll stop now. Really depressed, blahblahblah, you know the drill.
I just kind of wish that it was being sick that made me depressed, and not the other way around. :/ Then I'd feel like I had more of a solution for it.