STRESS**

[verday_starr]

yeah so...today has been a pretty shitty 1st day back to college. and this is why: i decided to take a class in geology this semester since i have been interested in it since i took potters class in high school for college credit. well last semester i met up with the head geology and asked him what a good class would be for me to take. he told me that since i had potter in high school that i could skip a few classes. he ended up telling me that this 300 level class would be just perfect for me. he said it might be a little difficult at first, but i would probably do really well in it. well i went into class today and everyone in there seems to know eachother and a lot about geology and everything. they should since they are all like 3rd and 4th year geology students!! oh my fucking god, what have i got myself into?! i am in this class that has labs whic i totally should not be in. and when the professor jokes about nobody in there not taking G100 with him, i was like now wait a minute...i havent taken that class....he gave me that 'well why are u here then?' face. so this guy changes his tune now. last semester he said i would do fine and now he is saying this class is all advanced and shit! god, so now i am frantically searching for another class that i can take instead. i dont readlly even have a major....my advisor who i always go to went back to college so he is gone and i cant get an appointment with another advisor until thursday afternoon. i did find a psych class that i want to take but i have to get permission from the advisor to take it. i went down to the social sciences office to get her email (since she is not in her office) and i have emailed her pleeing to take pity onn my soul and let me into her class. if worse comes to worse i am just going to leave my folder in the social sciences office and say my major is psychology...i just dont have a effing clue.

ps it was pouring down rain this morning when i left my house so i wore pants and rainboots. now it is a million freaking degrees outside and sunny and my feet are burning up. it is miserable.