What's going on?
All summer I've kind of lazed about, sleeping long hours and being generally inactive. However, I mostly felt connected and like I hung out with people enough, even though I was trying to avoid using gas. This past week I've gotten a job that has me working evenings. Without a real change in how much I hang out with friends (honestly, I only worked four days), I suddenly feel like I need to be near people all the time. I feel very lonely and though I've been told I'm getting as close to forty hours a week as possible, I'm looking for a morning job to fill up more time. I don't really know what the deal is, and it might be related to my parents being on a little road trip, but I'm jonesing for peer company constantly. Sometimes I wonder what's going on in my own head.