...Ugh...
I'd like to point out that I am having an extremely bad day and it's not even noon yet. I can't believe how shitty it's been... really, I can't. I woke up feeling like shit and I have continually felt like shit throughout the entire day. I've been working on these two jobs for the last 4 hours and I finally got one fixed... the other has been the bane of my existence for the last few hours. I hate my job, I hate even being here... the thought of me having to be here longer than my prescribed time makes me feel like throwing up in my mouth a little. My car is still broken and every day I am forced to accept the mortal tongue-in-cheek blows from all of my co-workers about it. I still live onboard and there hasn't been hot water for the last two weeks... do you know what it feels like to take a freezing cold shower?! It hurts... bad. It's hell on your skin and it's especially hell on your body in general. On top of that, we have these stupid little shower things that you have to hold and press a button on it to get any water, further ruining the chance of getting used to the cold-ass water. It's like, you start washing one part of your body and it freezes up so you move to another, giving that previous part a chance to warm back up and start all over again when you caome back to it. I need a break or something... we get underway this week too? Oh boy... I can't wait. I love not seeing dry land for a month and a half, I fucking love that shit. This shit turns me on hardcore... I've got a stiffy right now!! No wait, the other thing... ::burp:: ... sorry it was just indigestion. Heh, nevermind. Anyway, so I guess we're going to a pretty cool port, from what I hear. I think it's called Nassau, Bahamas... or something like that. Hey, that's our ship's name! Go figure... I'm not proud of it. Well, I will say one thing... a beer and some TLC sounds really good right now... more TLC than beer, of course! Yuppers...