Dec 15, 2004 18:06
So I'm sitting in the dark living room singing along to the soundtrack of love actually. I have had a juxtapositioned day, starting with 3 piercings and then a nice aroma therapy manicured. No work today, just me and myself. This relationship thing is a lot more complicated than I tend to let on. I always treat relationships as sort of fleating fancies which may turn out alright or in the end, not. But unfortunately on the inside I am constantly calculating every move I make and in turn analysing every move they make. Similiar to a well thought out chess game except probably in my case more sporadic, isn't this ridiculous.