*headdesk*
Parents, you will be glad to know that kids can't love more than one parent at a time. According to my godmom's way of thinking anyway. I wanted to move closer to my bio mom, in case I need to leave and get to school and not be late but can't drop off the puppy at godmom's. That way, I have a backup, or if something happens and I'm forced to be away due to emergency (like when my godmom went into the hospital for her emergency gall bladder surgery). And it'd give my godmom some freedom again from watching my dog. It's not her responsibility, and I'm trying to give her something back. Apparently in her WARPED mind, this means that I'm abandoning her and she'll "just move whereever since she was only staying around her to help me." Which means we're in the martyr stage. And I'll be forced to grovel at some point since I had the audacity to call her on her stupid shit. Good thing she's only 77 and not like 7. Never try to explain something to the passive-aggressive queen. Anyone wonders why I'm mostly aggressive...well, how else do you combat? I'm not allowed to try and ask my other parents for help. It's a known fact. Unstated, but the constant freeze outs are a good indication. And now I think "she's a horrible human being for making my life so difficult."
Yay my life! You're all jealous, I can tell.
Can I have ONE grown up parent? Just one! I have a mom, dad, stepbitch, stepdad, and a godmom. And I wonder about the maturity level of every one. Pick out why I'm not keen on being a parent. Who the hell would want to pass these issues on?
And this happened all because I was talking about places I could afford in my budget and being close enough to school to get around. I gave my 60 days notice, I have like no savings right now, and I've got to figure out how to pay for school next quarter and moving by March 10th.
Oh, and things I have discussed like I don't know if I should keep my cats with Cam's need to chase them and cause them stress. They'd both do best as individual cats, not in a group, because they're pretty territorial. Noelle was my first pet on my own. And Teyla I love with all my heart because of the morning snuggles. But I've been thinking for the past year that it might be better for them to be in single cat families. I have no idea what to do. And even more depressing things I won't discuss unless I absolutely have to.
But as we all know, it's all about my godmom's problems only.
Update: And now she's gonna give me cash so I can pay for boxes and some moving expenses, like the truck. I don't even know.
Yay my life! You're all jealous, I can tell.
Can I have ONE grown up parent? Just one! I have a mom, dad, stepbitch, stepdad, and a godmom. And I wonder about the maturity level of every one. Pick out why I'm not keen on being a parent. Who the hell would want to pass these issues on?
And this happened all because I was talking about places I could afford in my budget and being close enough to school to get around. I gave my 60 days notice, I have like no savings right now, and I've got to figure out how to pay for school next quarter and moving by March 10th.
Oh, and things I have discussed like I don't know if I should keep my cats with Cam's need to chase them and cause them stress. They'd both do best as individual cats, not in a group, because they're pretty territorial. Noelle was my first pet on my own. And Teyla I love with all my heart because of the morning snuggles. But I've been thinking for the past year that it might be better for them to be in single cat families. I have no idea what to do. And even more depressing things I won't discuss unless I absolutely have to.
But as we all know, it's all about my godmom's problems only.
Update: And now she's gonna give me cash so I can pay for boxes and some moving expenses, like the truck. I don't even know.